#priorities r changin. this is good i'll be happier this way probably

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WOOO 🎉 getting my life together hash tag BOSS !

#i SHOWERED and HAD DINNER and PLANNED for my FUTURE #nevermind all the things that r wrong and especially nevermind the living fucking beetle i found in my hair in the shower O-o #its. been a hot second since i showered 💗💗 he was just hanging out. when the episode depressives. ick that was gross #hes gone now im all clean no more bugs on me. i hope #but like woo!!! figured out my priorities for the next few months; like making moneys more important for me rn than school #& bc of my uncommon class schedule i made for myself im gonna have GREAT working hours #& not too many acedemic classes. besides chem & my funky humanities cryptid class i only have 2 academic classes? #<- i leave those 2 classes out bc theyre both things i learn about for FUN already #unless i switch out of choir for spanish which is feeling kinda likely rn for . reasons. love u choir but its gonna be different #might try and find a choir outside my school. why the fuck not. maybe i'll join a barbershop group #bc the choir in my school is. deteriorating like i'll get WAY more from a spanish class than a choir class #& spanishs not hard for me so like . why not man #SORRY THIS IS A LOT OF THOUGHTS. BUT LIKE. idk im just organizing myself. i need an aim thats why i feel like im floating #i just need smth to work on. i dont have people to ground me rn but i can work on getting myself stability for the future #and who knows maybe starting up school (and getting HOME) again will be stabilizing even if its all going to be vastly different #priorities r changin. this is good i'll be happier this way probably #anyways. yeah sorry im jsut.. thinkin. bout life. yeah #tobin talks