#really doesn't help that i'm basically the solo fucking developer there now bc they haven't had time to hire a new dev

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#asking off for vacation is so nervewracking #i already asked off and got the ok from my boss but that was before i had set dates #gave the 1 month out update today n it SHOULD be ok because it's already ok'd #and they'll have enough time for me to get tasks done early and i'll have access to my computer for the last week for emergency stuff #but i can't help but be worried they might after working there for 3 yrs be like 'ah wait nvm about the time off whenever policy' #because i have Anxiety and life has been very very unpredictable lately #really doesn't help that i'm basically the solo fucking developer there now bc they haven't had time to hire a new dev #but i'm JUST AN ARTIST.... #basically when i leave for vacation nobody will be able to push builds which is. scary. #anyway!!!!!!! #once that monday meeting is done and i know the plan it's gonna be a relief #i'll just be able to finish all my little planning things and look forward to my nice 3 long vacation with my boyfriend i love very much #personal stuff