#reason 1: i'm a Snoot and Interfering Busybody (in fandom) and also tbh may suffer from the text version of liking the sound of my own voice

[burinazar]

unfortunately i have caught myself again mired of my own volition in in a lengthy frustrating-ass exchange trying to politely explain basic narrative facts about my favorite characters to someone who manifested some strange unsupportable misunderstanding and won't budge on hearing otherwise. why do i do this sometimes. [hypothetical question, i know why.] i will stop replying now lol

#reason 1: i'm a Snoot and Interfering Busybody (in fandom) and also tbh may suffer from the text version of liking the sound of my own voice #reason 2: neverending wish to discuss my favorite characters which cant actually be met by people i already know in the fandom #except on the rare days when the fandom groupchat gets active and we talk about them in detail for three hours #on those days i actually feel sated and am like 'oh wow there actually is a ceiling for how much engagement with this topic i seek per day' #the rest of the days im off doing things like wandering reddit in case i encounter someone who Needs Me To Explain THem #even so i usually know better than getting into useless dead end convos lol i think i did it today because i'm exhausted and cranky #but gghh that is NOT how the cradles of desire work and that was NOT something vueko (?! who never used one) wished for with them