#so amelie and i are still smoking and he's pretty much sober (after the musical)

[reginaofdoctorwho]

i got asked out again by bi dude! i said maybe!!!

#it's ok this time he hasn't had a girlfriend for like 5 months #but he met amelie and her boyfriend too and amelie likes him! #we got high #him not as much because he had to drive home after so he did like. one puff before the musical we went to #and i get very fucking cuddly when i'm high #none of this is important to this story but it's important to me #so amelie and i are still smoking and he's pretty much sober (after the musical) #and like idk i started leaning on him #amelie was showing us this fucked up lil video and he kinda held me? it felt so fucking nice i'm so goddamn touch starved lol #and too tense to do anything about it sober so yeah #this was like 2 days ago #and then this morning he texted me like ''hey would you like to see a movie this weekend?'' #and i had to be like no i have clinical #''next week?'' no i have finals coming up and they're gonna be rough and i need to study #''could we maybe go out after finals? if the answer is no that's fine and i'm happy to be friends just thought i'd ask'' #and i said maybe and that i'd like him to meet my friends first and that it also kinda depends how i do on the finals #he got so excited <3 <3 <3 #and now i'm listening to the damon daunno ''people will say we're in love'' like a lovestruck FOOL