#sparrow doesn't want anyone to die (and definitely not any of the teens! not just his own) and nicky definitely doesn't want to lose taylor

[kaseyskat]

i've been real busy with work and today was Especially Busy i barely got to listen to the episode before an important work thing i had going on but i will say. the lovesongs are lovesonging in my head thats the only thing ive taken from this episode (<- delusional)

#dndads spoilers #dndads #kasey rambles #let me explain my delusions here in the tags #last episode we had sparrow and nicky at each others throats with sparrow even threatening to break his own non violence pact #this episode we have taylor and normal now locked up to fight each other #sparrow doesn't want anyone to die (and definitely not any of the teens! not just his own) and nicky definitely doesn't want to lose taylor #and this ep focused so hard on the nicky betrayal that i really do think it COULDVE affected the twins too if anthony weren't a coward #specifically sparrow. ESPECIALLY sparrow. you really think the LOVEWOLF was happy about using violence to scare a friend? #and sparrow's starting to break away from his same man twice deal with lark. there is NO WAY he doesn't feel guilty as hell #coupled with the teens being in a death match. i have been thinking about #about #about sparrow volunteering himself and nicky to fight in taylor and normal's stead #as a proxy for them. yknow #and nicky agrees because he doesn't want to risk taylor's life. and because he's angry at sparrow #but he doesn't realize sparrow's acting out of a sense of misplaced guilt. that he WANTS to die for his mistakes. #anyways. im soooo so normal