#the thing is i'm also ancient enough to jnow my hirmonal cycle so I KNOW I'm in the why-is-my-skin-itchy week of building to my period

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Trying very hard not to be obsessive over free-eating all break.

I have a whole weight... thing that I manage okay, but the mental health road with that shit is murky as fuck this time of year. Trying to not worry about numbers and focus on health is haaaaaaaaard. And trying to let go for, like, a while? HAAAAARD.

It's mostly okay. I keep a handle on it. But holidays are, uh, real upheaval on this front.

#i actually do okay but i defo have triggers #like i honestly had to block the tag for that fella who makes depression era recipes #he's sweet but triggering #trying to be chill with food while also managing for what I want is tough this time of year man #feeling like it's okay to let loose for prolonged periods is tough too #tw: weight #tw: weight loss #tw: food issues #the thing is i'm also ancient enough to jnow my hirmonal cycle so I KNOW I'm in the why-is-my-skin-itchy week of building to my period #but goddamn knowing sure ain't fucken feeling! #treating the blog like a blog