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#tldr i'm feeling like shit and i can't promise that i won't do something stupid again
born-to-lose
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In my depressed era again <3
#for literally no reason ugh i hate it i hate it i hate it
#probably a bad mix of overthinking and lovesickness again but what's new
#i figured out why i like to do stuff until late at night until i fall asleep lol it's because i don't wanna be left alone with my thoughts
#i guess that's why i could go such a long time without you know what... i always had lots of schoolwork to do and didn't have much time to-
#-think about this kind of shit and once i don't have anything to do anymore i found myself in bed with a bleeding arm lmao
#also let's call this my 'everyone i know hates me and my best friends despise me the most' era
#still gonna stay up two more hours because i'm like a damn puppy who waits excitedly for their favorite person to come home from work
#at this point i should maybe write all this shit in a diary but like. you know how my rambling posts start so y'all can just ignore
#tldr i'm feeling like shit and i can't promise that i won't do something stupid again
#i'm just too hung up on things that happened weeks ago but like what if it isn't actually ok now
#also i know i'm too clingy and possessive with people i'm really close to but it's just my abandonment issues :(
#and i know i fucked things up with other people (friendships and relationships) way too many times so i'm putting all i have into this one
#still i feel like it's too much and too little at the same time idk i just Know when i really like someone and then i don't wanna lose them
#but at the same time i often drive them away with my excessive love and attention because certain people are like some addiction to me
#ok no that's too much already for now sorry
#anyways i'm sobbing and shaking and feeling terrible and guilty
#oh and unrelated but i nearly got run over by a car today 👍🏻 fucking hate drunk small town students in a mcd's parking lot
#mel talks
#tw self harm
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