#ugh. i can't even find a cleaning sevrice that actually does dishes

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I've had a lot of people say something to the effect of "let me know if there's anything I can do" which is a very nice human sentiment but I know it definitely has implications for what things are acceptable and what I really really really need is for someone to come do all my fucking dishes

#i straight up cannot go into the kitchen anymore #like just because the stress of seeing all the dishes makes me lose it. also there are fucking bugs and i cant #i cant handle that #if there is one thing you know about me its that im like deathly afraid of all bugs #ugh. i can't even find a cleaning sevrice that actually does dishes #i dont need the kitchen deep cleaned i just need the dishes out of the fucking way