#we all laugh about his hikikomori habits but that's something done

[ardenssolis]

what is holding you back?

the inability to rely on others without feeling like a burden.

you're spending way too much time trying to find an explanation for everything you do and think, aren't you? you feel like all of the answers have to come from inside of you, since that's the role you've grown into. from the outside, people think you have it together. they see your open arms as invitation, and therefore keep leaning on you. at first, it was okay, since you wanted to help. but slowly, you're being dragged further and further down. you need help, too. but you're supposed to be there for everyone else. you're the one they go to when they're struggling. you've put everyone else first, and now you feel like you can't allow others to know that you need help. please, stop telling yourself you're fine. deep down, you know you aren't. things don't have to be this way. you can let those people in. if anything, they will be grateful that you reached out. can you imagine how nice it'd feel to take a break from dealing with this all on your own?

tagged by: @caemthe​ (THANK U LIRI /////)

tagging: @aceparagon, @nulltune, @deityforged, @darabeatha, @jaakunxkaze, @cantillat​, + anyone! Take it!

#[damn this quiz really decided to be a literal knife emoji JKHFKDJFHSFS #some of this is fairly accurate in the fact that he literally does not #know how to rely on others like -- EMOTIONALLY #he can do that in the practical sense since Ozy is not above joining forces #with others if that is the wise and reasonable choice to make #but there's a limit to what he does #a limit to what he allows others to be able to peer into #even Nito doesn't get to see the things buried in his heart #and in canon he has only touched upon this ONCE in his interlude #but he always does these things in a roundabout way that you have to #basically figure out on your own because he's not going to tell you #just drop hints that have to be deciphered by others #we all laugh about his hikikomori habits but that's something done #because he was feeling sad / missing the past #and I think that Gil realized this too / understands #ANYWAY I'M DONE RAMBLING] #;tagged