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#whose vocabulary is strangely extensive. we could argue that i've been this person all along
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positively despising how my consistent personality is leaving me and how i resort to such strange lies
#random thoughts
#i write this on the cold tile floor of a place that has yet to hear my wailing screams. this is a lie. i am in bed
#if my writing were anywhere near kafkaesque i don't think i'd be doing very well. but how i do admire his work
#i read quite a bit. my bookshelves one day shall be piled with the works of authors such as anne rice. oscar wilde (and franz kafka himself
#though this is the 21st century. what of modern fiction ? what of modern nonfiction ? i've made myself into someone
#whose vocabulary is strangely extensive. we could argue that i've been this person all along
#a sort of “gifted child” perhaps. except. i don't fucking use words like perhaps
#as. not as. because this is a mockery of the self
#how to put it less concisely ? i sound so old. “so mature for [my] age.”
#i'm a very strange sort of person and when i stand alone in the water my screaming takes the form of beautiful song. but
#how i long to stop the sound and choke it out into something strangled with my very own fingers. my essence is poetry
#and therefore all that i am is poetry. i am so beautiful
#my face and my body and everything we are made of
#to spill the essence of poetry in the form of something more human. blood or spit or tears or vomit
#i am so very interested in human function. what am i saying i'm being strange on purpose? but i like being strange
#and this is how you see me now. my eccentric persona(lity) does not make me special at all. i'm not doing very well
#i never am to tell the truth. it is getting so hard to prove my humanity and i'm starting to feel rather artificial
#i have nothing to show proof of humanity such as blood or spit or tears or vomit
#but then again i am simply being dramatic. i'm just being dramatic. that's it
#i am just a boy and just a puppet and just how i present to others
#i am pleasant. i am charming. i am robotic. i am awkward. i am cultured. i am weird. i am almost a person
#my fingers are so thin. i've always been inhuman. they have their blood and spit and tears and vomit
#and i have nothing but i think i like those words quite a bit. and i am watching the numbers raise higher. notifications. pretty things
#i'm sorry i'm acting like this. acting. acting. actingactingactingidon't know what's brought it on
#i speak so strangely. maybe i should try something else. i shall go to sleep and pretend that nothing happened. which it did. let me
#bstvlpeooiamotridst . you have the words. i've been purposely alternating every three tags to write blood and spit and tears and vomit
#i like patterns very much what else can i say. patterns are. pretty. though pretty isn't a word that fits into my extensive vocabulary
#it should be buried at the bottom rather. what's a nicer way. i'm not actually sure
#if you've made it this far please kindly say hello. otherwise that's alright
#we've arrived to form our pattern again and i don't actually feel very much. bloodspit tearsvomit
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