#why are you guys breaking up you're not even together for fucks sake! 😂😂

[ladsofsorrow24]

idk why i'm crying from this scene lol but...

i did. i'm crying right now.

#idk it's just... to see shizuo who take the initiative to break their status quo #like i know it'll always end up like this but... there's comfort in thinking everything will stay the same you know #goddamnit i don't even know why i feel so sad yet so fucking happy with this scene #but yeah the tears are still going #i'm crying #why are you guys breaking up you're not even together for fucks sake! 😂😂 #tmi tag #shizaya #because it's relevant to the plot right now

[sorikkung]

I mean nothing really happens in my life most of the time but when they do happen is all at once!!! I don't know I do feel like I'm getting into him but... I don't know. Not that I think it matters but is almost a year since my last breakup and was really traumatic overall, we even talked about that today. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, specially me and for God's sake I know I was begging to be in a relationship again but now that it feels like it's happening I'm scared??? Like, I don't know, I guess I'm overthinking and the possibility of everything end up as messy as it was before kinda freaked me out because I can deal with normal breakups like “Yeah, we lived a good thing, was a nice time together but this is were our paths separate. Let's be respectful with each other from now on.” but I really still carry a lot of bad blood and unsolved shit with my last exes and I can only have this bad feelings over a number of people.

I really don't know how I feel. Confused IS the word but I don't want to let the opportunity slip between my fingers again. I've met another guy prior that was up to date me even tho I wasn't as mentally good as I am now and I kinda mistreated him because I didn't knew how to say that I was scared of getting serious even tho I wanted to get serious 🤡🤡🤡 bitch is just a clown anyway.

I DID TOLD HIM ABOUT IT. There was a point where he asked me what I was doing because I was so quiet and then I said I was gossiping with an online friend but I let out the part where he was also in the gossip 🙃🙃 also, I don't usually talk about things like that with people that I don't plan to be intimate with, but he knew ALL about my friends breakup with prints and everything. THAT'S WHY ALL THIS SITUATION IS A LITTLE FUCKED UP TO ME.

I legit have no idea if they broke up in bad terms to be fairly honest. I'm not that close, but I do like them both a lot, they've been amazing to me everytime we met, we shared some moments together and such... I guess we're distant friends, maybe? I don't know how to call our relationship, but when I clicked about their breakup I didn't felt like I should ask them or anyone about it because it would really fell like a gossip, you know? I do like this shit, but not like that.

I don't know, I guess I'll take this in as a visit from a friend that might end up with sex but it will depend on his answers when we talk, because I really don't want her to feel bad about it. She's a precious little bean, would break my heart if I knew I did her some harm

AND I really wasn't buying the “I have no bitches” speech you were giving because ??? I am your bitch but it make sense after you explained 😂😂😂😂😂😂 and I feel you. I legit gave up on Tinder many times because men put so much effort on being so halfheartedly romantic for no reason. I just wanna fuck, just tell me your name, age, how you like it and where to met I don't want to have children with you, stop lying. Most of the time I have no patience to talk with new people and only a very few people I've matched with actually went in a date with me and kept talking and I stick with this very few bitches from now on. The best thing anyone can do on Tinder is being picky

ahh i see. well i think its important to remember that different people means different results. there may be patterns, but that doesn't necessarily mean you'll fall into them again - just because past relationships have gone so badly doesn't mean this will, too. but i understand how difficult of a thought pattern that is to break - even without any relationship experience i am much the same even just with platonic friendships due to all the trauma friendships have given me, so i feel your struggle, its hard. id say tell him about it, tell him what you just told me so he can understand. he's not going to slip through your fingers, there's no rush, just make sure you're on the same page.

also, i dont think its gossipy to ask a friend why they broke up with someone. i feel like its good to know in case it was bc they showed their true colours as the kinda person you dont want to even be friends with - like my old friend broke up w her ex bc he was being transphobic, thats the kinda thing id wanna know, yk? but yeah talk to them abt it hope it goes well lol. love how all my advice to literally everyone is just "TALK ABOUT THINGS" SDFGSKDFGSKDFG communication rly is key yall

HSDFJKJKSFKGSDF no but i rly dont have bitches ☠☠☠ i mean if we're including people online then sure you and my mans mars as well whos prolly not reading this but if you are hi babe <3 but like irl i am literally so bitchless its laughable. one time i flaked out on a grindr date bc i was watching too many yeonjun videos the night before and was so deep in my yeonjun feels that i knew seeing anyone else that wasnt on his unfairly high standard would be disappointing so i just didnt ☠☠☠ bitchless behaviour. yes i got a ton of bitches in my dms but like none of them are like... idk they're all like "oh yeah theyre good looking enough, id tap" not "fuck theyre so hot i wanna fuck them so bad" yk? its very much "why not, since they're available and decent" but all the super hot people in my area never message me back and im like come on 😭😭😭 i can treat you right like you dont even Know is it bc i dont have a real dick 😭😭all these prettyboy grindr bottoms looking for hung guys like babyboy you can pick the size pls text me back... SFDGJSDFJKHSKDFKH ive never had mfs on dating apps try be romantic to me thats kinda funny. well only like mfs twice to three times my age which get an instant block bc i literally have my age limit in my bio like why are you as a 42 year old hitting up mfs under 21. go away you scare me. but yeah its also the fact that like if im meeting someone for the first time i dont wanna go to their house n fuck straight up yk like i wanna meet them in public n just chat n get boba or smth to make sure theyre not like a serial killer yk and thats just... a lot of effort 😩 especially when mfs are just so Boring. and then the ones that have potential, like me live with their parents still and dont exactly wanna get it on in a public bathroom or spend money on a hotel so its like.. stalemate. my life said no hoe era for you lmFAOoo well im planning on moving out in like 6 months or so so hopefully my hoe era can start then LOL

#not @ me with the oversharing on main #but fr why do the pretty ones never text me back 😩😩😩 #maybe im not as hot as i think i am but also like. i look in the mirror every day. im pretty fuckin hot. so idk whats not clickin #some bitches be tasteless i guess 🙄