#yeah i'm craving vaildation like crazy rn i'm not a fan of the feeling

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ngl i do feel a bit of an itch to write something with the newest edition of Bertalan but i know it's the devil talking especially now

#hablaty #eeeh i'm half-way in that weird mental space that i talked about the other day #but i know that if i were to write something and it got either bad or no reception i'd probs fall back into it fully #yeah i'm craving vaildation like crazy rn i'm not a fan of the feeling #and like yeah i could scratch the writing itch and just not show it off but uhhh #but uhhh idk how to explain this #i don't have the kind of relationship with this game or the characters or the dynamics that it would automatically make writing about them #its own reward if that makes sense so yeah it's... not a praticularly nice feeling to have i do feel kinda guilty about it but... yeah #thanks for exposing yourself to this weird rant idk what the point was