#& I'll get really sad about them softblocking me on every platform

[astralazuli]

You ever start feeling really melancholy & nostalgic about friends that you used to have on tumblr back in the day & try to write a half-assed poem about it & instead make yourself cry & delete it without posting?

#I still follow a friend of an old mutual #& they'll reblog stuff from them #& I'll get really sad about them softblocking me on every platform #without saying a goddamn thing to me #all over again #like I thought we were good enough friends at some point for you to have actually talked to me #rather than just cutting me out of your life abruptly #& I wish I knew what you were up to & who you've become #& despite the fact that you've decided you want absolutely nothing to do with me #I still wish you all the best & hope life is treating you well #stardust musings.