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#๐‰๐จ๐ฏ๐š๐ง โ€” even before you touched me I belonged to you and forever I'll only be yours.
goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 6 months
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๐‡๐€๐๐๐˜ ๐๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐‡๐ƒ๐€๐˜
On November 10, 1989, the most wonderful, breathtaking and special human being came into this world. Jovan Terry Harcourt. Today is your special day, today is the day when all the love belongs to you. You deserve the best every day, but today you deserve it even more. With you in my life, I hit the jackpot. I can cry and laugh with you. With you I can be anything. You are my best friend, my missing half of my soul, my confidant, my anchor, my one true love and my family. You are everything and so much more. Simply because you are who you are. ๐ˆ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐จ๐ง; ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ.
"๐ˆ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐›๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ž."
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With you, life is not only easy, sometimes it is a real struggle. But I walk each of these paths with you, am at your side and stand behind you. But I also stand before you and protect you like the lioness I am for you. Anyone can come, anyone can say whatever they want. Nothing in this world would drive me away from you. Nothing in this world would make me see you other than the perfection that you are. ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐€๐‘๐„ ๐„๐•๐„๐‘๐˜๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐๐†. Because your soul and your heart are beautiful.
You deserve only the best on your special day. And not just on this day, but every day of the year. You shall be honored, you shall be revered, you shall be loved, you shall be treasured. Because there is nothing and no one in this world more beautiful and special than you. You have my whole heart, my whole soul and everything that goes with it. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐›๐ฒ ๐›๐ž๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž.
๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐ซ๐š๐ณ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐œ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐› ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐–๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ.
Look at yourself, look at how many people in this world love you. How many would hold your hand and walk every path with you. You are unique and such an incredibly beautiful person. You are always there when you are needed, you are a protector, the best father in the world. I can laugh with you, I can cry with you. With you I can be silly, with you I can be serious. With you I grow, with you I see the world with different eyes. @brutalcharm
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With you, every darkness becomes light and every brightness becomes dark. With you I fly, with you I fall. With you everything is possible, nothing is impossible as long as I can hold your hand. Nothing will ever be impossible as long as I can let my eyes look into yours. ๐ƒ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ฒ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐š ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ˆ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ˆ ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐€๐ง๐ ๐ˆ ๐ค๐ง๐ž๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ฒ. ๐Œ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ. ๐Œ๐ฒ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ.
๐ˆ'๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ. ๐๐จ๐ฐ, ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ, ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐ž ๐š ๐๐š๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ข ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ.
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 6 months
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I can talk to hundreds of people in one day but none of them compare to the smile you can give me in one minute. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐š ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐ง๐จ ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ง. @brutalcharm
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 7 months
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FOUND HIM AS THE PERFECT GIF, HAHAHA. โ€” That is my look at you as long as you are not with me and bring me chocolate. @brutalcharme
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 6 months
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๐˜๐Ž๐”๐‘ ๐‹๐€๐”๐†๐‡ ๐ˆ๐’ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐Œ๐Ž๐’๐“ ๐๐„๐€๐”๐“๐ˆ๐…๐”๐‹ ๐ˆ๐ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐–๐Ž๐‘๐‹๐ƒ.
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You were an unexpected surprise, the defining moment. The collision of stars that slammed into me hard and sent my neat little world plummeting into the ocean. I never expected it to be you, you know? But it is you. It's all you. And now there's no looking back. @brutalcharm
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 10 months
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๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐š๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž.
I don't think you understand how beautiful you make my world, just by existing in it. @specialmadness
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 6 months
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๐๐ž๐ข๐ง๐  ๐œ๐ซ๐š๐ณ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ˆ ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐. ๐ˆ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ˆ'๐ฆ ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐ž. @brutalcharm
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 11 months
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๐‘†๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘Ž ๐‘ ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ.
A moment to appreciate the man who changed my life forever. Sometimes a person comes into your life and completely turns your world around. You learn, you grow, you shine, you cry. You share your greatest sorrow, your greatest happiness. Suddenly everything that was before loses its meaning, because this person shows you that nothing made sense before him. And that person is you for me. @specialmadness
โ€” Thanks. This word is never enough to ever express my gratitude for you. You came into my life and brought not only the darkness but also the light. Through you I found my purpose in life and at the same time I found myself again. You are the person I trust, you are the person I never have to hide from. You see all of my pages and I have never felt more comfortable than sharing them with you. I can proudly say that nobody really knows me except you. I can proudly say that you are the love of my life. You are the light in my darkness and the darkness in my light. You are the rainbow. I can proudly call you the father of my children, proud to say that I would never have wished for anyone else. You are love, you are family. You are my hold, you are my anchor. You are my security, you are my whole heart. You are my Inseparable and forever there will be your place. Forever my heart will be yours, forever I will stand by your side. Forever is a long time, but nothing could be long enough with you. With you through infinity. Laughing, crying, arguing, hating, loving with you for a lifetime and beyond. Jovan Terence Harcourt, no distance will ever be too far for you. No fight will be too tiring for you. I would die for you, I would live for you. You're everything I never knew I needed. You're everything I never thought I'd find. You are everything and so much more. And for all of that I will be eternally grateful to you.
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 1 year
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๐๐š๐œ๐ค ๐ข๐ง ๐€๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž. โ€“ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ. - JTH.
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In you, I have finally found all I never dared dream I could deserve or have - the kind of love that is rare. Being known in a way that touches the deepest parts of me. Accepted in a way that blows my mind. In you, the love have always desired to give now has a place to call home. I have been a skeptic, but you are my undeniable miracle. The questions don't matter anymore. We have finally found each other, and that is enough. It's you, there's not a single doubt. You always were and always will be for me. The person who moves me deep inside, the person look up to and love with all my heart. You are the man by whose side I want to spend my life, never want to be without you. Everything has changed since the day you walked into my life. You showed me what love means, you let me feel it. You give me so much happiness and confidence. For the rest of my life I will walk with you through the adventure of what is called our life. I won't let go of your hand, ever. I am yours, forever.
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A moment, a second, an inexplicable millisecond. And there you were. Turned my world upside down and from the first moment I knew I was yours. And I don't mean my body, no. My soul, all my heart. It's all yours I can't explain it to this day, I can't find an explanation for it. All I know is that I'm yours all alone with every bit of what I am. And I fight, I suffer, I cry, I scream, I plead, I do anything. Just for you alone. Not because I have to, not because I need it. No. Because I want it, because I want you. Just the way you are. With everything that goes with it. I love you in your darkest, I love you when you shine bright. I love you in sickness and in health. I swore that to you. And I will keep that for the rest of our lives. I am with you, I will never give up on you. I will love you every day like it's my last. I will treat you like the king that you are. I'll be yours, yours alone. Forever and ever, until death do us part. And even beyond. I'll be your girl forever. Your woman. Your wife.
It's like I've known you all my life. As if we had always been connected without our paths having crossed. And now you're here - my heart and soul feels perfect. You enrich my life in a way that can never be put into words. You are my sun, my moon and all the stars in one. You are the darkness and the light. All I ever searched for was you - only you. You have everything of me and I will love you unconditionally forever. You are the love of my life, the only person in the whole world who manages to trigger thousands of feelings in me at once. You showed me what true love means. You showed me that you can do anything if you want it enough. And I will do everything to make you always feel safe in my arms. We are special - unique. No one can destroy what we have. Every single day I fall in love with you all over again. Every day I am so grateful to the universe that it brought us together. 'Cause I'm more than thankful for you. I fell in love with your soul, every little thing about you - how you think and how you feel. Your heart so unique that i would protect it forever. And even if you don't like making any promises, I'II still give you my promise to never hurt your heart and to love you forever - unto death and beyond. Because my soul will always find yours again - because we belong together. No matter what was and no matter what will come, I will experience it together with you. Will get through the darkest of times with you and hold your hand - i'l never let go. You are the man worth living for. The man why I don't want to sleep anymore because reality is so much nicer than any dream. The man I give my heart to and knows it's safe there. We give each other everything and so much more. With you I would go through hell, would protect you from the flames. I would do anything for you, put everything I am and will be in your protective hands. You are my future, the man I want to spend my life with and everyone lives by it. You keep stunning me, driving me insane every day - in a good way. And I don't want to spend a day without you. You're all i need, all i see. My head and my heart are full of you. And all these words will never be enough, never be perfect enough to really express how I feel.
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 11 months
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๐ƒ๐š๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ( And of course mom has to take a picture right away hehe โ€” tooooo cute) @specialmadness
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 9 months
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๐“๐ก๐š๐ง๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž.
It doesn't need many words, it just needs the feeling. With you I have everything I need. With you I have everything I wasn't looking for and yet found. You are family, you are love, you are my best friend and my forever. You are the half of my soul, the person who moves me the most. You are my anchor, my confidante, all in one person. You don't have to do anything to be perfect, you just have to be yourself because that's how you've been perfect for a long time. Thank you for the most beautiful two years of my life, thank you for everything you do, thank you for giving me our children, thank you for making me laugh. Thank you for making me happy, thank you for every little second with you. Thank you for everything. I will never be able to put into words what you mean to me, but I don't have to. It's enough that you feel it every day. @specialmadness
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 11 months
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I love you for you. Your weird, your tough, and your sweet. All the beautiful parts of you that hold space for me. The tenderness that you offer me. The dark of you that melts me, the light of you that sees me. All of you is what makes my heart happy. The patience with which you cradle me. The strength of you that steadies me. The scars that are woven together that I kiss with every breath. You are deserving of love. You are not exempt from deserving softness in your life and I do not restrain from offering it to you as easily as it comes. I am so much myself with you and take joy in every moment that I am allowed to be so. I am grateful for the day you took me by the hand. What I have in me is yours and could never be given to anybody else because I am so much yours that I could never be anybody else's. I see you completely and revel in the art that is you. Nothing can change how truly beautiful you are in my eyes.
@specialmadness โ€” you deserve the whole world.
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 1 year
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๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐š๐ง ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ž๐๐ข๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐š ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐›๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐›๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐ž๐ž๐ฉ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ. โ€” venha o que vier, eu sempre serei seu, mesmo quando vocรช estiver longe, mesmo quando nรฃo nos falarmos mais. Eu sou seu.
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I still remember exactly how it all began, I wrote to you in August 2021. A first conversation that led to so many more. This year I had the biggest fits of laughter with you, which were so strong that my whole body got sore just from laughing. I had the deepest conversations with you, the deepest feelings. You are and will remain everything in one for me. Not only will you always be the love of my life - YES ONLY HE, LISTEN CAREFULLY BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT COMES DON'T TRY IT FIRST. MY HEART BELONGS TO THIS MAN. NO ONE CAN STEAL IT. (Excuse me, it had to be HAHA). You are my best friend, you are the half of my soul, my anchor, my refuge and the greatest security. With you I could open up, I could be myself and only you can look so deeply into me. You know me from tip toe to hairline. You know me from my soul to my heart. Nothing of me is untouched, you touched every inch of my being. I could never forget anything about you.
You led me to the most beautiful and darkest places. Thanks to you I've started to love the dark as much as the light. Through you I have learned what true strength means and what it means to love someone really sincerely and with all my heart as they are. I can't tell you what you showed me, it's too much. Everything is full of you and always will be. I would wait a thousand lifetimes for you. Everything is uncertain, nobody knows what the next year will bring us. But I know one thing very clearly and that is that my hand will never leave yours unless you want it that way. But it stays open for you, ready to reach out and hold tight whenever you need it. Thank you for every single moment with you, thank you for every film, thank you for every darkness, thank you for every light. Thank you for your laugh, thank you for your anger. Thank you for your hate, thank you for your love. Thanks for hell, thanks for heaven. Thank you for your hand that never quite let go of mine. Thank you for every night with you. Thank you for every little message, thank you for every long text. Thank you for your open arms, thank you for the world you introduced me to. Thank you for your trust. Thank you for your heart. Thank you for the cold, thank you for the warmth. Thank you for everything you have ever given and still do. Thanks for everything. I thank you. And I will always be grateful to you. You are my inseparable, my world. You will always be. My acceptance, my love, my trust, my open arms, my shoulder to lean on, my smile, my advice, my silly jokes. You will always be sure of all this, I will never deny you all this. Everything should belong to you, because after all the years in which I've seen so much, experienced so much, you're the first person who more than deserves all of this. And you will always deserve it in my eyes. Thank you my heart, just thank you for this year with you. And I hope for infinitely more in which I can enjoy your appearance.
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But did you see my soul? But did you understand my soul? But did you accept my soul? โ€” Always. @lackingsympathy
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 9 months
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Jovรฉn is not very happy when he doesn't get his milk. Just had to upload it, waaaaaaaay too cute haha. @specialmadness
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 10 months
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A moment, a second, an inexplicable millisecond. And there you were. Turned my world upside down and from the first moment I knew I was yours. And I don't mean my body, no. My soul, all my heart. It's all yours I can't explain it to this day, I can't find an explanation for it. All I know is that I'm yours all alone with every bit of what I am. And I fight, I suffer, I cry, I scream, I plead, I do anything. Just for you alone. Not because I have to, not because I need it. No. Because I want it, because I want you. Just the way you are. With everything that goes with it. I love you in your darkest, I love you when you shine bright. I love you in sickness and in health. I swore that to you. And I will keep that for the rest of our lives. I am with you, I will never give up on you. I will love you every day like it's my last. I will treat you like the king that you are. I'll be yours, yours alone Forever and ever, until death do us part. And even beyond. I'll be your girl forever. Your woman. Your wife. @specialmadness
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 1 year
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thank you for everything. @lackingsympathy
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goldenlights-inmysoul ยท 1 year
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Merry Christmas!
To the person who has helped me. Thank you for all the good times and bad times. Thank you for helping me learn and grow. Thank you for the love and support. Thank you for letting me be myself to you. Thank you for letting me come to you about my problems and helping me solve them. When I was stressed or upset; thank you for being there. Thank you for listening when no one else would. Thank you for hearing me out. Thank you for caring about me and making sure I am okay. Thank you for your trust and encouragement. I am glad that you're in my life. Thank you for staying here with me through the rough times.
I really just want to say thank you, for being in my life, for making me smile, encouraging me when I feel defeated, comforting me when I am sad. Thank you for always being that one person I can always count on, no matter what. You are my everything, my anchor, my safe haven, everything i need to be free and happy. Thank you for everything my heart. I love you. โ€” our first christmas as family. @lackingsympathy
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