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[astraphel]

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Eren Jaegar/Titan!Eren x GN!Reader

🔞 5,366 Words

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Eren returns for a brief visit during the recon mission in Marley and has intentions to make up for lost time since he’s been away. On a midnight train to Shiganshina, with the moon as your only witness, he asks you a surprising question.

[tags] monster fucking, cum play, spit play, light degradation

The last ship for Marley left before the sunset began to grace your office. It was a supply line and rotation of people for the recon mission disguised on a Hizuru ship. A mistake had been made along the line, and crates almost got left behind. An afternoon clusterfuck on top of your already tumultuous week. Management of the Marley mission had been your responsibility since the beginning; you had a routine. Folks helped out plenty, but it was essential to keep a careful eye on everything to ensure a smooth operation. Paradis was learning new things very quickly; multitasking became a highly coveted skill. One that resulted in extreme exhaustion at times, but with the pressure of adjusting to 100 years of technological advancement, it was inevitable.

There was another month till the next shipping deadline. Before the docks were built, a month might have felt like an eternity. Now, it was as though the ships themselves were breathing down your neck. Things seemed to move at a breakneck pace these days. It felt like something was on the horizon, but you couldn't make it out. You sighed, finding it increasingly harder to focus. It wasn't until someone knocked on the door that you realized you were staring blankly at the wall. You blinked back to reality. "Come in," you called out.

The door opened to reveal a familiar face.

"Eren," you were surprised, "I didn't know you were still here. I figured you'd want to return to the Walls as soon as possible."

"Yeah," he said, running his fingers through his hair, "I had some things to take care of."

"Well, I'd love to chat, but I'm close to being caught up."

He stood in the doorway as if contemplating something. You catch his eye, and the way he's looking at you makes your hair stand on end. He hummed and turned for the door.

"Fine. Don't take too long. I'll be down the hall," he gestured to his right and strolled out.

You almost told him not to wait on your behalf but decided against it. Eren had a way of pulling you into petty arguments when you had shit to do. It wasn't worth the risk. Once his footsteps faded, the silence engulfed you after hours of bustling and shouting in all directions. You stared at the door for a minute; your mind was somehow racing with thoughts but also wholly blank. You sighed, then returned to your paperwork. You were going to finish this tonight.

Once the final stack of inventory papers was organized, you blew out the remaining lit candles, then gathered your things. You weren't sure how much time had passed since Eren dropped by. You figured he would be gone by now but went to check anyway. You walked through the moonlit hall until you came across Hange's office. The door was cracked, and Eren was inside, his head resting on her desk. You almost felt bad waking him up. It's been more than a year since his last return home. You reached out to shake his shoulder.

"Eren," You called, "I'm done."

He woke slowly, blinking hard and rubbing his temples. You waited until he sat up to continue.

"We can head out; I'm sure you're as eager to get back as I am."

"Yeah," he said, "about that..."

You raised an eyebrow, preemptively irritated at whatever he was about to say.

"The last train left a while ago. I was gonna tell you when I came in, but you didn't want to be disturbed."

"You could have said something!" you shouted, then recalled his momentary pause before leaving your office earlier. "I saw you think about it! How are we supposed to get back?!" You've never hidden your irritation with Eren, which he seemed keen to earn as often as possible. The idea of having to sleep in your office was not ideal.

"There's an original train in one of the warehouses, still on the tracks," he said, calm as ever. Which irritated you even more. "It's small enough for a single person to run it. They became obsolete when the railways were finished, and dock construction began."

"Right, to haul more supplies," you said. Then you sighed. Might as well have one more bump in the road. "Well, at least we have an option. Let's get to it, then. No reason to linger." You move to let him lead and lock Hange's office on your way out.

When you get to the warehouse, it's eerily quiet. Usually, there's some commotion at night, people working overtime, or a few stragglers like yourself. Tonight there's only silence and darkness. Eren lights a lantern and looks around warily. You nod at him to go ahead and follow right behind him, and after a short trek through the darkness, you come upon the train engine. As he said, it's still on tracks that lead out of the warehouse.

"Huh," you muttered, "I didn't even know this was in here," Eren said nothing.

You weren't involved in constructing the railroad, so you didn't know how to get them running. So, Eren handled it. The engine had been modified to use iceburst stone as fuel; Hange couldn't resist the opportunity to tinker with it after Hizuru brought the flying boat to Paradis. Before long, you were on your way back to the Walls. Eren kept working on the engine for a bit, then sat down with you in the cart. The trek back was still slower than the standard full-sized engine, so it would take a while to return.

'At least the sky is clear,' you thought.

The entire expanse of the universe was laid out before you. You thought back to all the times you've stargazed over your life. The world's changed in ways you could scarcely imagine, but the stars remained the same. Out of view, Eren sighed softly and then took a deep breath in. You glanced over to him. He leaned forward, bringing his forehead against his knees, gripping the edge of the cart tightly.

"You okay? Feeling sick?" You asked. Eren didn't respond for a moment, and when he finally did, you caught his voice wavering slightly.

"No." He rubbed the back of his neck. "Yes."

"What's wrong?" You asked. Then you speculated.

"If this is about the mission-"

"It's not." Eren interrupted a little too fast. You paused, looking at him. "Just... don't worry," he said. The look in his eyes was different, more distant. Detached. Or maybe he was just tired. You sighed and nodded.

He leaned back against the side of the cart. After a moment, you leaned back too and stared out into the sky once more. You listened to his breathing for a moment, then, without really thinking about it, put an arm around him. He tensed for a second, then relaxed as you drew him close. You felt his face press against your hair and closed your eyes. The two of you sat together like this for a while. Then, he broke the silence.

"Oi."

You looked at him and were once again taken aback by the look he gave you in your office. An old yet familiar one. Heat rose in your cheeks. From need or frustration, you couldn't tell. You looked him in the eye, then down to his lips and back. His eyes never wavered. He leaned in to kissed you. His hands explored your body while you propped yourself up on your knees and proceeded to straddle him. He greeted you by gripping your ass and grinding up into you. His lips moved against yours slowly, and you felt yourself start to relax. You continued as if you didn't notice how hard he was already, kissing him deeply, then pulled away and put your thumb on his chin.

"Open your mouth for me?" You felt a tinge of uncertainty in asking. It had been a long time, and he seemed...different. The usual dynamic seemed...off-center.

Eren looked up at you, then smirked with his eyes and leaned his head back. You grabbed a fistful of his hair with your free hand, your other still holding his chin. He opened his mouth and stuck his tongue out, which made you break into a warm smile, and you hummed approvingly before watching him swallow your spit. Under the light of the full moon, you could have sworn you caught the slightest hint of a blush on his cheeks. You gathered more saliva and let it dribble down your tongue and chin into his mouth before leaning down into a sloppy, teeth-clinking kiss.

"Miss me?" He whispered, smirking into your neck. His hand was already down your pants before you could respond. He got the answer he wanted anyways. You jerked under the contact and gasped, burying your head in his shoulder. "Thought so," he said, pulling his hand away. You whimpered a complaint but were quickly silenced by the sight of him sucking your juices from his fingers. His assertiveness was new but not unwelcome. You pulled him into another kiss, eager to taste yourself on him. You felt him grin against your lips.

"I have a question," he asked, breaking the kiss.

"Yeah?" You asked, flustered and irritated at the interruption, that is, until you made eye contact with him. He looked devious. You weren't sure if you wanted to hear his question. He leaned in close and asked, just loud enough to hear over the engine,

"Have you ever been turned on by my titan form?"

Ice dropped from your brain to your stomach. Somehow you felt hot at the same time.

"I- uhh- What?" You averted your eyes, trying to decide whether to play it off.

He gently thumbed your chin and turned your head, so his mouth was next to your ear, "Did you not hear me?" He asked, his warm breath sending shivers down your spine. You could only whimper in response. "I said," he repeated firmly, "Have you ever been turned on by my titan form?"

You couldn't think. Memories flashed before your eyes, reels of every time you watched Eren transform, bathed in golden light. You couldn't explain it. But his rage personified in 15 meters of unrelenting muscle made something in your stir every time. You knew it was wrong. Or maybe it wasn't. But it was something. It had been years since he first changed into the Attack Titan. You assumed you had escaped his notice.

You were too tired to argue or deny it. "How long have you known?" He smirked again, making you want to slap him.

"Since Reiner and Bertholdt revealed themselves as the Armored and Colossal."

You couldn't hide the surprise on your face. You had followed Mikasa and Armin beyond the wall to provide moral support, and watching him grapple with Reiner got an undeniable reaction from you.

"You also weren't great at hiding it after I lifted the Marley scout ship out of the sea."

"Damn," you muttered under your breath. Eren grabbed your ass and ground into you again, bringing you back to the train ride.

"You know," he said into your neck, "we might be able to work something out."

You didn't know what to say. Everything was happening so fast; despite being exhausted, you felt as though all of your senses were razor sharp. You surged at the offer.

"You'd like that, wouldn't you?" He asked, right next to your ear, "Have you gotten off while thinking about it?"

You were floundering under his interrogation; he had never put you on the spot like this. You were usually the more assertive one. You couldn't say you hated it, though. After a few seconds, you responded. "Maybe." You whispered. You couldn't believe you were admitting it now. You swallowed hard.

He smirked, then pulled you close to his face. "See," he said, "was that so hard?" The firmness in his voice sends chills down your spine. As you lean in for another kiss, you're met with his cheek.

"Oi," Eren called; he was looking in the direction you were headed. "You see that?"

You followed his point of view and saw...a titan forest. A big one. And you were coming up on it fast.

"We could always," he rolled his head casually, "hit the brakes and go to the forest for some fun."

You make eye contact with him, then break into a devious smile. He taps you twice on the leg, and you get off him. He gets up to the engine, and as you approach the nearest spot on the tracks to the forest, he slowly applies the brakes so as not to fling off the cart into the night. When the train stopped, you hadn't realized how accustomed you were to the vibrations of the cart. Your whole body was buzzing. Or was that anticipation? Eren hopped down from the cart, then helped you get down.

The walk to the titan forest was a little longer than you thought; the size of the trees threw off your depth perception sometimes. But it was pleasant anyway. You appreciated the look of the landscape bathed in pale moonlight under the stars. Eren kept pace with you, walking in silence the whole way. Somehow, it built the anticipation for what you were walking to the forest for. The calm acknowledgment of trying something that, perhaps other than Hange, no one would possibly understand. Heat rose in your cheeks again. Was this really happening?

You stood at the foot of the absolutely massive trees. The only ones like them in the world. You approached at an angle that was illuminated by the moon instead of backlit by it. The sight looked peaceful, something you could never have imagined five years ago. Being able to walk beyond the walls with no worries of titans. Eren looked over his shoulder at you and gave you a knowing look. You walked along the forest, then went past the tree line and into the woods. A small clearing of felled trees was lit up in soft, cozy light, and the air was still, a welcome contrast to the train ride.

Eren paused at the edge of the clearing, eyes closed, basking in the moonlight. A gust of wind blew through the trees as he turned to face you; you couldn't tell if the shiver in your bones was from the chill or the look in his eyes. By the time you blinked, he was pushing you against the tree in a passionate kiss. It grew more heated as you moved a hand under Eren's shirt and ran your fingers over his abs. A low moan left his lips, and he grabbed your wrists, bringing your hands above your head. The cold breeze from earlier had stopped now. Or perhaps your body heat was making up for the difference.

You looked up at him, pinned and needy, grinding your thighs together. He grabbed your hip with his free hand and leaned in close,

"Turn around."

He released your wrists, and you turned, flattening yourself against the tree in a moment of awkward uncertainty. You heard a breathy chuckle and felt a hand hook around your hip and pull until you bent over. He nudged your feet wider until he seemed satisfied with the view.

"Can you stand comfortably?" He asked.

You nodded and hummed, clearly flustered despite being fully clothed. Eren gripped your ass and thighs and ground his hips into yours. He hummed low and deep, running his hands up your back under your clothes. He splayed his fingers down your sides, then ran them all the way down your legs to your feet. You felt him messing with one of your shoes, so you shifted your weight to let him remove it. He slowly and methodically removed your clothes like this, making you face the tree the whole time. When fully naked, he turned you around to look you up and down. It was the first time you've ever felt nervous under his gaze, hoping he liked what he saw. He smiled before grabbing your chin and tilting your head up,

"Beautiful," he said. The words dripped with sincerity.

He pushed himself into you, holding you against the trunk. You could feel his erection grinding into your thigh as he kissed you passionately. He was still fully clothed, so you grabbed his shirt to take it off, but he stops you and turns you around to face the tree again.

"Spread."

You widened your stance to what it was earlier, feeling slightly embarrassed but eager. You heard movement behind you and were about to look back when he placed his palm gently between your legs. A gasp caught in your throat. He held it there for a moment before rubbing it back and forth a few times and pulling away. Then, he grabbed the meat of your ass and thighs to keep you in place while he gives a long, wet lick along your length, making you gasp and brace yourself on the tree bark.

"We're in the woods," he said, "be loud for me."

You shuddered and moaned as he licked, kissed, and teased you until you were dripping. You had no notion of the sounds you must be making, but he didn't tell you to be loud again. He stopped abruptly, then slid a finger inside you, raising goosebumps all over your body. He hummed an approving sound, then slipped a second finger in. Your knees almost buckled.

"Hmm," he mused, kissing your ass cheek, "You ready?"

You looked back at him with pleading eyes and nodded yes. He hummed again and pulled you up and around to kiss you, lips, chin, and tongue still coated in your juices. He held eye contact for a few seconds, then turned around and walked into the clearing. You stayed where you were, heart rate rising as he got further away. Then, the entire clearing lit up with bright golden light for a few moments as Eren transformed. A shockwave ripped through the forest; if you weren't used to his transformation, it might have knocked you over, but you braced yourself on the tree behind you. Muscle and bones materialized around him until the Attack Titan stood before you in all its glory.

Despite seeing Eren transform countless times, tonight couldn't be more different. Piercing green eyes gazed down at you from almost 50 feet high, somehow making you feel even more naked than you already were. The ground beneath you shook as he began to approach, so you walked to meet him. He leaned down with an open hand for you to climb onto, and you latched to a curled finger as he brought you up to his face. You quivered under his gaze, staring up at him - feeling almost star-struck in this unfamiliar context. A throaty growl from the Titan brought you back to the moment. He purred, and you felt it in your whole body, making you hum in return. You sat down and leaned back, spreading your legs.

"You wanna watch me?" You asked devilishly. He nodded yes, encouraging you with another purr. Your face got hot as you reached down and made eye contact with him. You were a little surprised at how wet you were, so you had some fun with it, playing with your juices and fingering yourself, not really trying to cum just yet. It didn't take long to start getting lost in your own pleasure. While you were preoccupied, he moved the hand you were on down to chest level and brought his other one over. He extended a finger towards you, and you spread your legs wide in anticipation. The pad pressed down, and you signaled when you were satisfied with the pressure. You braced yourself on his fingertip and ground into it with enthusiasm. When you felt your orgasm approaching, you slowed down to drag it out, apparently to Eren's displeasure. He growled deeply and started to move his finger himself to coax it out of you.

"Fuck- I'm gonna-!" You barely got the words out when you started to shake. You ground into him desperately as waves of pleasure washed over you. The pressure of g force bore down as Eren brought you back up to his face. You intently watch as he opens his mouth and his tongue begins to emerge. You bite your lip and drop your legs flat against his palm. You watch as his tongue makes contact and moan so loud that you cover your mouth in embarrassment. It was hot.

No, really hot.

"Wait, lemme- I gotta get used to it, it's kinda hot-!" You shout and signaled him to pause, and he pulled away immediately. He then moves the palm you're on away from his body to see you more clearly. You adjusted your position and made needy eye contact with him, beckoning for his tongue again. He nodded and brought it back out.

"Okay, hold it there," you said, "I'm gonna test-" He nodded and purred.

After bracing yourself on the pads of his palms and getting a few test grinds in, your body starts to adjust to his heat. His tongue was covered in a coat of saliva, added to the slick of your cum; it made you sloppy in every way. Eren purred, turning his tongue into a hot, wet vibrator. It didn't take you long to start to feel waves of pleasure crash over you once again. You gripped handfuls of his palm beneath you and ground into him as you cried out. He kept still as you writhed. Once you came down, you looked him in the eye.

"Stay there," you said, then turned over, bent down, and started to touch yourself again.

"Okay," you said and waved your hand. You were again met with the warm heat of the Attack Titan's tongue from behind.  

He licked you as gently as possible, letting you control the pace. You melted more into his hand with each grind, eventually resting your head between two of his fingers with your arms tucked beneath your chest. The gap provided easy access to fresh air from the humidity of the Titan's heat up close. You found a rhythm together and relaxed into it, absentmindedly moving your legs and hips in time with him. Then, he slid his tongue between your legs up to your chest, making you shout in surprise. The sheer size of his tongue lifted you up, and you grabbed onto one of his fingertips to keep balance.

You look back at him with an undeniable look of alarm, and he made a sound that you could have sworn sounded like a chuckle. You glared at him half-heartedly, and he purred in response, breaking your composure. The vibrations felt like a fire between your legs. As you shake and cum again, it feels as though the last bit of sanity you have finally slipped away. You were spent in every way. Eren moved his tongue to angle towards his throat, supporting you with his other hand to keep you in place. It took a moment to realize what he was doing.

"Can you taste it?" You ask.

He purred and nodded. You smiled bashfully, then sighed. You were already exhausted before this little gallivant to the woods and had cum more times than you had in a long while to boot. He lowered you down to his palm again and retracted his tongue. You laid in his hand under the moonlight and his intense eyes. The sweat on your body in the dead of night made you shiver and hold yourself.

You heard the sound of steam and looked over to see his neck shrouded in mist. You were moved to his shoulder, where Eren was sticking out of the Attack Titan's nape, still attached up to his thighs. He gestured for you to join him, so you carefully walked over. He needed to stay attached enough for the Titan to not start disintegrating. When you got to him, he closed the nape back up save for a hole large enough to let light and fresh air in. Warmth engulfed you. You heard the sounds of fabric in the near-pitch darkness. Despite the gap Eren left, the light wasn't enough to make out any details, to your slight dismay. You enjoy watching him while he cums.

You felt his hands on your hips, and you're pulled into a skin-to-skin embrace. You could feel his erection pressing against your leg, but he didn't seem in a rush to attend to it. Generally, with this much build-up, he'd waste no time slipping in. You couldn't deny that's all you could think about. But there was something else about this intimacy that you couldn't quite place. He buried his nose in your neck, breathing you in. Was it just the time apart?

You weaved your fingers through his hair and started to massage his scalp and caress his arm with your free hand. It wasn't out of the ordinary to cuddle, but this felt different. Needy. You maintained his hug and kissed his forehead. With the shift in his general demeanor, you weren't sure if the old conventions of affection would be something he wanted. His tight return of the hug and nearly inaudible whimper confirmed the question. You felt him shake a couple times, followed by a feeling on your shoulder. You searched for his face in the darkness until you landed on his wet cheek. You left your hand there for a moment. He didn't shrink away.

You decided not to pry but felt a moment of validation that you knew something was up on the train. Eren hugged you one more time, then shifted, so he was perched on top of you. He leaned down for a kiss, lips, and chin still wet with tears. He slipped his tongue into your mouth, and you gripped a handful of hair at his scalp and returned it with enthusiasm. You started to grind up at him and felt his cock unstick from your leg.

"Uhm," he leaned in close to you, "My legs are- can you-?"

You understood immediately and slid yourself closer to him until his cock felt snug along your length. You were still a mess of saliva and cum, slick and ready for him. He moaned in approval, gripping your hips in the dark.

"You wanna fuck me, Eren?" You taunted.

He moved his hips but couldn't get back far enough to slide into you. He grunted in frustration, making you giggle.

"Here, let me help you," You kissed his neck and, in one motion, moved your hips and pushed yourself towards him. You both moaned out loud as his tip slid inside. You shivered and paused, letting yourself adjust.

"Unh, fuck-" Eren choked on his words above you. You smiled up at his silhouette. He has always been quickly reduced to mindless muttering while in your embrace.

"Miss me?" You asked and pushed yourself until you felt his hips against yours. He curved his body and leaned down to kiss you again, more frantic this time. You stayed there, unmoving until he wiggled his hips and whined in your ear. Satisfied with his vocalized need, you gave in to his request. You propped yourself up on your hands to give better leverage and started to pump on him. It was as if a floodgate on his vocal cords collapsed; he unleashed a flurry of moans and half-finished praises while you fucked him. He wrapped his arms around you as much as he could while letting you keep control of both of your lower halves.

"You know," you said, with a sly grin that only you could know in the dark, "You're nothing more than my personal sex toy like this." You slid him fully out and back in again, earning a moan. "I could get used to this," you cooed in his ear, desperately wishing you could see the look on his face. "A helpless hard cock to bounce on, maybe we should try strapping you to a chair so I can use you whenever I need it," you were holding his jaw in place with a firm hand. Your other hand kept you balanced while you fucked him, "and you know how insatiable I can get." You licked along his jaw up to his earlobe.

"Fuck," he cried out, "M'not gonna last, I-"

"You wanna cum in me?" You asked and nibbled his earlobe. He shivered and gripped your ass, making a sound that sounded enough like a "yes" to satisfy you. You continued to grind your hips back and forth at an unrelenting pace.

"A-Ahh!" Eren shouted, unbridled, almost feral in the seclusion of the woods. You didn't have many opportunities to fuck like this; you've always kept things low-key, which meant being quiet at night. He was clearly relishing the chance to let loose. His hips jerked under you, unable to fully thrust - unable to resist what his body can't help but do on the precipice of orgasm.

"Fuck, I'm cumming- I'm cum-!" His voice strained, and his whole body tensed; he gripped your hips with both hands and shoved you down onto him. You stroked his hair and whispered sweet nothings in his ear as he split at the seams inside you. He pulsed hard, and you moaned and giggled in delight, kissing his chest. You stayed in an embrace for a bit until he opened up the nape of the Titan's neck. A rush of clear, fresh air filled your lungs. He propped himself up, and you both looked down to watch him slip out of you. When you felt his cum start to drip, you reached down to gather some on your fingers, and he blushed, watching you lick it up.

"Mmm," you said, "It's been a while," Eren said nothing. Sleepy lust danced on your lips. Once he seemed to gather himself, he sat back up and reached over to start putting his shirt back on.

"Yeah," you said, "I'm ready to get back too." You stretched and yawned, then he helped you get back up. The footing wasn't exactly stable.

"I have to lower us down since we don't have ODM gear. I need to be fully immersed," he said.

"Right," you said. Eren helped you out of the nape as best he could while still restrained by the legs, and you moved onto his shoulder. You held onto his hair as the Titan kneeled down, and he brought a hand to you to lower you down to the tree you started at. Your clothes were folded and piled neatly next to it. Eren jumped from the Titan as you finished getting dressed.

"We both need a bath," you said. The sex was nice, but the feeling of drying saliva all over your torso was not so great.

"Mmm," he nodded in agreement, looking you up and down. You didn't even want to think about how you looked. "We're not far away now," He said.

He was right. The walls were in view from the forest. By the time you returned, it was well past midnight, and Eren elected to simply leave a note for the people in the morning regarding the train engine. You commented that only he could leave a whole train engine for someone else to deal with and not worry about getting in trouble over it. He only smirked. His accommodations were nicer than yours, so you headed back to his to bathe and sleep.

"Wow, you really did miss me," you taunted as he came down from his creampie in the bath.

"Keep talking like that, and I'll take you to the woods again," he retorted.

"That's the least terrifying threat I've ever heard," you said.

He smiled. Smaller than he used to, but a smile all the same. After that, he carried you to bed, and you both got cozy before drifting off to a dreamless sleep.

A/N: This was more or less tailor-made for a good friend who shares my love of monster fucking, LOL.

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