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kmusicmuses101 · 7 years

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Trust (1)

I waited two days to finally give up.

I gave him two days to maybe fess up or tell me it’s all in my head.

But what was the point?

What point is there in an us anyways

What am I really fighting for?

So as he texted me to say he would be busy tonight and not come over (again nothing new but this time I knew for a fact he is not busy with work)

I knew that this was the final straw that broke the camel’s back

I went to my room and started packing everything that had a trace of him.

We were so good together at the beginning like any other couple happy as though they could take on the world he trusted me with his heart and vice versa.

But a few months ago he started coming over less not picking up my calls cancelling on dates last minute telling me he would be at the studio but really he is out with the boys.

My first mistake was giving him my trust how could I have given him such a precious thing he made me think he was different then the last

Pfft the last guy actually proposed to me and had me by the strings of my heart but later I found out he also had two other girls but no thats ok cause-

“I’m the one he actually proposed to and wanted a future with, So I shouldn’t mind the other two since I’m the one with the ring”

But he is right that ring did give a better future it helped start my company that I run with my cousin.

That is how I met Christian, my company deals with design ideas of studios to even album covers I was the one in charge of setting up and organization of the studio while my cousin was the one in charge of album jackets and other things.

From there we met all different sorts of people and actually became good friends with some of our regular customers.

We met by pure coincidence, we had mutual friends so one day we were at the same birthday party and we just hit it off.

Urgh just remembering it made me realize why the hell did I fall for him.

I tried to push him away I even told him how my last relationship went but he was so sure he would be different that he IS different (my ass you would be different)

I tried to think maybe this time it was all in my head cause “Its Christian he would never do this”

But the more I tried to convince my self the more that voice in my head who I like to call Ms. Insecurities kept on nagging me.

“He said he won’t come over tonight cause he is busy at the studio but on Dabin’s insta story he is partying at the club”

“How boring are you that he just didn’t invite you out to hang with his friends?”

“What could he be hiding from you that he doesn’t even invite you out as much anymore?”

But two days ago is what really finally convinced you that just maybe Ms. Insecurities was actually Ms Instinct that was telling you maybe everything your doubting could be true.

Two days ago

You had a cross-fit class today and your phone arm strap broke just before you were leaving your place.

So since your classes are close to Christians house you might as well steal his

You already knew his pass code you walked in and went straight to his bedroom just as you opened the door the door flew open and out walked this gorgeous girl and she looked like she was about to leave.

“Oh hello! Are you cleaning lady? Christian told me you were coming by”

“Ahhhh?”

Her phone started ringing

“Sorry give me a sec….oh hey babe!! Yeah she just came in just as I was about to leave….mmhmm ok will do”

“Hey I gotta go you know how Christian is hahaha”

“Uh”

“OH I wanted to ask do you mind washing my clothes with Christians’ clothes I am sick of carrying my stuff back and forth from here”

“Sure”

“Thank you!!… ah shit I’m late gotta go! Don’t forget to lock up!!!”

Twenty minutes later I still stood there still in absolute shock I didn’t even hear the door she slam when she walked out my heart beating so loud I can’t even hear myself breath.

I walked into the bedroom and almost threw up

His cloths were on the floor with hers like its a normal thing they have been doing for god knows how long

The next thing I knew went around his room took stuff I owned and got out of there and ran all the way home and just as I walked into my place closed my door that was when I finally broke.

End of Flashback

I took his stuff to my car and drove to his place.

As I walked inside thanking god that he was not here.

I placed his stuff on the ground besides his shoes so he wouldn’t miss it.

As I started to walk away my hand subconsciously went toward the necklace he gave me as congratulatory gift of giving us a chance.

Flashback

“Ok close your eyes Y/N”

“Christian if you put a bug on me again I will take Lori away and you will never see her again”

“Ok first of all you monster!!!….and second of all I promise it nothing bad trust me”

“Fine”

I closed my eyes and felt him lift my hair and put something around my neck

I opened my eyes and looked down and saw a gorgeous necklace “What is this? its so pretty”

“You like it?” He asked while holding my had and interlacing our fingers

“I love it but what is it for?”

“Just a thank you for giving us a try” he smiled and leaned onto my forehead with his eyes closed

“Hahaha aww you are the sweetest I leaned forward and give him a kiss.

End

I took it off and left it on the kitchen counter.

As I walked away I got my phone out and started deleting hin and blocking him from everything so he had no chance of contacting me.

I called up my cousin who knew what was going on since she has always been my soundboard.

She was fully supportive in this plan and with everything else

I double checked my emails for anything new from work that I needed to know before I left on my two weeks of "vacation” (meaning crashing at my cousins place and have some me time)

I looked inside his apartment one last time

And as I slowly closed the door my heart starts to become numb

I walked towards my car and just as I was about to drive off my phone rings.

I knew it was him

I picked up the phone

“Hey babe I finished early coming over right now”

“No thats ok you dont have too”

“Its fine I want too I miss you so much babe we have so many things to catch up on”

“Yeah like the fact you have been cheating on me for god knows how long?”

“Christian…”

“Hey?…what going on? you sound off is everything ok?:

I closed my eyes tight trying not to cry

"I am done with this Christian”

“Done with what?”

“With us”

“What do you mean? Where is this coming from? Babe I want to know what is making you say this!”

“Lose my number and never contact me again good bye Christian”

“What the fuck?…no I am coming over right now and we will talk about this!!”

I hung up the phone turned it off and drove to my cousins after five minutes of driving I pulled over to side of road cause everything started to get blury and just sobbed in my car and letting everything out.

This was it this was the end .

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Author Notes:

I don’t even know where this come from ahhhhhh……

Should I continue?

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