#'it' meaning Being Chilly spurring touch starvation spurring crushing loneliness. as you do

[lonelyquail]

feeling like I'm 5 inches tall in a wide open cardboard box with nothing in it and just thinking man.... *I* should be at the club rn....

#i should absolutely not be im just getting desperate i think #i. it does start getting Bad for me when the cold weather starts hitting #'it' meaning Being Chilly spurring touch starvation spurring crushing loneliness. as you do #this is my first winter Single in a good while and its not like my amount of useless yearning is any Less than usual but #i dont have anybody to direct it at this time so ill just die! #its not even a romantic thing inherently its just a closeness thats less of a hurdle to get to in a relationship than a friendship #i have a total of one friend im cuddly At All with and thats like. lean on shoulder. thats the most i can manage without getting scared boys #its a lot. i dont actually want to be at the club or at the bar or any sort of party or gathering i dont really want to meet people #i just go out hoping somebody will come up to me and love me. though thats not really what i need exactly its the easiest method #wah sorry not to get sappy out here #this happens whenever it starts getting cold!!! i start getting sad!!!! #vee shut up #dont rb this one please ill feel Embarrassed about it