#(if you're wondering what's in the water today well i'm listening to rumors by fleetwood mac)

[nativehueofresolution]

i've literally never recovered from this

#lesmand #iwtv #what if i told you i could never to love you to punish you but it hurt me too #and i wept when you never came back because i'd never get to tell you i loved you. i did. #and i was so isolated i didn't even know what parts were real #and what parts were my subconscious sending me fever dreams of the person who tortured me for not loving him #but i did love him id just rather die than say it #what then. #(if you're wondering what's in the water today well i'm listening to rumors by fleetwood mac) #(the most lesmand coded album i know) #kaitlin speaks