#AhahAaa~ *moves like a stud*

[monolid-monologues]

It’s time to re-pierce my lobes mang

I’m fed up with this earring-less life

So,

find me here. I’ll be here. Waiting 3-4 weeks for my needle and studs. IMA BE HEREEE. OKAY, MAY?

* Currently reading:

- Art of Seduction by Robert Greene (playwright research; i love the historical/fictional storytelling in it. My imagination loves it.)

- The System: Who rigged it and How to fix it by Robert Reich (The Millennial’s Godfather of Wealth Inequality Awareness. This one came out late this past March. Literally like 2020 March 23rd. This X-RAY in the hands of one of the most straightforward thinkers is SO FREAKING HOT OFF THE PRESS and HOT ON THE PULSE OF 2020, i cannot recommend it enough for the times now. Right now right now right now. Robert Reich be sounding the bells of truth like “we have ruthless capitalism for the poor and socialism for the rich”. His receipts are AsTouNdInG.)

* Currently working on:

- The first new music find playlist for April. The most underrated songs you will hate to know you didn’t know.

- A new short film. Wow ur girl can’t stop imagining these short monologue films it seems. It’s not like just the other day I was haranguing the process of camera tinker tonkering. Ahahaaa. This is how you know the actor hat in me is the most valiant yet spoiled hat. I want to act. I will give myself good reason and good opportunity to do it. OSU!

- eeeeeeep. I said it I said it. I’ll keep saying it till i can name it: secret pwoject in the HAUUUS. We’ll speak on it in May 😭🤘 fook yuh 🤟😭

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Lastly

Tonight from whatever-tf-compulsion, i also jus wanted to say

Dont be afraid of facing how many ppl are hurting right now (FYI Being angry and grateful is a helluva energy combo)!!

Please honor your moments of mourning throughout the day. Don’t run from it.

Please believe Anger can be transformed into fortitude and drive. Don’t let it Goliath you.

More than ever the folx vulnerable to domestic and child abuse and money struggles during this pandemic need our thoughts & actions.

I swear on ma measly life there’s a way to see the darkness wherein it actually is the key for us to see the light.

And i promise, it doesn’t need to feel heavy, ok. Im not saying it shouldn’t! Just a reminder that it doesn’t *need* to be. Existential/Emotional suffering - yours, mine, whoever’s - is not a luggage of stone. It’s not fixed. it’s no calcified fossil of the past. It has presence, and history, and potential.

I’m sure it is fluid, as all Living is.

Move with it. Let go. Take care. Find and make paths.

I believe in us so muchhhhhh.

Don’t be scared of seeing this world for what it really is. It’s the only way we can ever even begin to imagine the alternatives.

AND MY LOVES, seek the help you need.