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#Dean isn't even a villain or a serial killer or whatever he's just some dude. just some guy in a jacket.
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GOD!!!!! ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE MAKES ME SO SO SO HAPPY π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
#love notes
#πβ¬βͺ β‘ I fall more in love with you every day (Blue) Valentine - ΜΜπππ¦ ΜΜ-
#love that every Ryan character has just become another bf to make me feel safe and loved
#I have come so far from where I was one year ago
#i love that i can self ship with this guy and im like YES he loves me he protects me he would never hurt me
#its hard to feel that way 24/7 but i feel that way at least half of the time now
#and thats all that matters is that im getting better even if its fluctuating and messy. i AM getting better
#because i know one year ago today i would not have been able to self ship with any characters whatsoever
#Dean isn't even a villain or a serial killer or whatever he's just some dude. just some guy in a jacket.
#but back then i just could not for the life of me feel safe with anyone bc the abuse was so fresh
#and just. thank god i am at a point where i can ship with some characters now. even when it's so goddamn HARD
#its at least HAPPENING. y'know. like. i am healing even if it's so fucking SLOW going
#the fact that i can look at this 5 second scene and feel a burst of love in my heart
#and think to myself 'yeah yeah he loves me so much he'd hold me through my nightmares too'
#that's. huge. compared to a year ago where i just. could not.
#it hasn't even been a year since i cut my abuser from my life yet and im already making little progress
#even if it's. so. minuscule. there is progress happening just bc of the passing of time
#and the fact that Barbie came into my life exactly when it was supposed to and Ryan's been in all these movies i can focus on
#it all worked out like the stars were aligned perfectly for me to meet these F/Os and for them to heal me
#i don't think that's coincidence or accident or anything. i think that's some... universal or spiritual thing
#like something out there is looking out for me even if it's just the galaxy itself
#these characters were meant for me and i was planned to meet them and for them to heal me
#slowly one day at a time. ANYWAY. WAHHH. HUGGING AND KISSING DEAN PEREIRA MY SILLY BOYFRIEND
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