#I couldn't even finish reading the report in 1 go I got partway through and brain went AAAAAAHHH FUCK

[professor-glasses]

man I got my doctor report and I didnt even post congrats on the autism cake. I was planning to do that but I was just so like. Unprepared for my own brain going

:}

Need another week to process that

I just kinda was like Yep. And put it aside

#I already Knew the outcome!!!! Why #no it was just wayyy too surreal reading an entire report with all my weird ass stuff in it #I couldn't even finish reading the report in 1 go I got partway through and brain went AAAAAAHHH FUCK #I'll be ok im glad it's done I just need processing time #more like #it would help if I could be more enthusiastic about it irl but then if I could I probably wouldnt have as much trouble processing this fact #In the first place #not like anyone's being mean abt it or anything. dad's maybe still in denial #but it's a Serious Topic blablabla or smth idk #will I keep this post or nuke it later? who knows