#I'm genuinely so sick of family politics and shit and I've never felt this alone and helpless

[vanillateaa-deactivated20231025]

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#I'm genuinely so sick of family politics and shit and I've never felt this alone and helpless #i wish i had someone or had enough money to leave or live with a friend far away from these people #dealing with grief anger anxiety and also getting over people who i cared for sm #dealing with big life changes #only i know how I'm handling it all alone #and because I can't be there for my close friends I don't bother them with my worries because they can't do anything other than comfort #me with their words #and sometimes it's not enough #May swt Allah make it easier for me because I'm at my breaking point #with my problems* #I'll delete this later I just needed to vent somewhere #Allah swt* #i can't even type properly