#I'm going to at least start my essay and once I can't function for homework anymore I'm going to look up TMJ surgery again

[emometalhead]

I'm in so much pain it's not even funny

#like I am so happy about FOB tickets and I'm trying to focus on that as a distraction but rn I'm just sitting here sobbing in pain #I have so much homework to do but I don't have enough brain power for it after barely sleeping for 2 nights in a row #also barely eating because PAIN #my brain is fried rn #I am straight up not doing well #I'm going to at least start my essay and once I can't function for homework anymore I'm going to look up TMJ surgery again #idk that anything is going to help or where I could even go to receive treatment but I can't keep living like this #I'm scarily close to intentionally breaking my jaw so a medical professional is forced to take my pain seriously #I wish I was kidding #ashley rambles