#I've been eyeing the Date Night Miku Nenderoid for months because I really want to pose her

[catcatb0y]

YES I need to buy a new car and YES I still need to replace my laptop and YES!! My job search has been failing me!! And YES!!! I still need to keep buying groceries!!!

But all I really want is Hatsune Miku figure qnd silly Halloween art of my skrunkly little characters,,, why must life hurt me like this,,,

#I wanna buy commissions!!!! I wanna buy commissions!!!!!! I want to buy art!!!!!! #Why can I not make money!!!! #It's Halloween I want to see my o/cs in silly little costumes!!! #but I cannot!!!! #I've been eyeing the Date Night Miku Nenderoid for months because I really want to pose her #but she's almost ninety dollars #I HAD a job lined up and a solution for my laptop but BOTH of them fell through because my car hunting failed #I was going to buy her when I got the job but then that plan fell through #and now I have that disappointment on top of others on top of the fact that it's halfway through my ''favorite'' month and I haven't done #anything other than putting on a pair of orange pajama pants with black cats on them that I probably got from WalMart years ago #both June and October have blinked away and I haven't accomplished anything in years #other than crashing my car and breaking my laptop