#I've gotten more wishlist gifts in the last year than I've gotten regular birthday and xmas gifts combined

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

Sometimes I take a new set and even if I really like it ✨aesthetically✨ I still worry that it's Not Horny Enough and that it'll scare off my paying subscribers if I'm not constantly being as lewd as possible

#creator concerns #took an outside set today that I liked a lot (mostly because I used a bubble machine and it made for some very fun stills) #but there was less cover/privacy than I would have liked so I didn't really strip down as much as I had originally planned #so like kept thinking dang am I going to lose what few subscribers I have if I don't act sluttier? #but ultimately i am doing this as a way to try to stay connected with my own body so maybe it's ok that I just take sets that *I* like too #extremely grateful that I can just do this as a side hustle and not have too much riding on it financially #which is good because I mostly average >$100/month after OF takes their cut #plus the awesome stuff folks send me from my wishlist sometimes 😊 #I've gotten more wishlist gifts in the last year than I've gotten regular birthday and xmas gifts combined #so that's a win