#Louis has always been this selfish selfish easiest route possible lying liar and I'll say something else lestat was right about why

[slaygentford]

the way that louis. keeps saying I loved claudia she was my light I loved her unconditionally I loved her I loved her I loved her. and he never ever ever puts the word love and lestat even in the same paragraph. because. by both repetition and omission. he's telling himself a story. i loved her i loved her she was my light and my reason. he tells himself that story. as though telling that story is going to undo his guilt over the fact that. when it came down to it. lestat or claudia. it was never her

#another insane thing. claudia SAYS #in the TRAIN #he chose you over me he said I could go #WE SHOULD HAVE LISTENED!!! TO HER THEN!!! AND WE DID NOT!!! #Louis has always been this selfish selfish easiest route possible lying liar and I'll say something else lestat was right about why #that alderman was killed the way he was. it was their anniversary. is the thing. #everyone thinks theyre the protagonist of their own story and if they know they aren't they'll tell it until they believe it huh