#THIS IS WHY SHE TURNS TO DIVINATION. it is MADDENING that she can't make sense of the past that created these instincts in her

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that line the narrator has about shadows of durge's battle instincts remaining with them... many thoughts head full [vic waking up with cantrips that align with the enchantment specialty. vic unconsciously probing for information in manipulative, unkind ways. vic using the tadpole connection to read more than others are willing to share, and when they call her out, realising that she doesn't know why she did it and moreover doesn't like that she did it.]

#* victoria. #vic's first instincts being deeply selfish #unnoticed; unexamined until another party member speaks up and advocates for doing the kind thing #the 'i can't help you i have to help myself' response on the tip of her tongue with zevlor before gale speaks up #many THOUGHTS. #THIS IS WHY SHE TURNS TO DIVINATION. it is MADDENING that she can't make sense of the past that created these instincts in her