#Trick question it's because I'm scared of being unemployed forever after!!!!!!

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if my therapist wants me to quit my job and my psychiatrist wants me to quit my job and I want to quit my job. Why am I not quitting my job

#Trick question it's because I'm scared of being unemployed forever after!!!!!! #Why does no one understand the fear. Like I get it I could work somewhere else I could I really could. But. Could I? #Also I got bills to pay what if it doesn't work #I'm not exactly tight on money right this moment but a single missed paycheck and I'd already be sweating bullets #Nevermind two or three or more months dry #I just really wanna be fired instead and have them pay off the years Ive worked there #Itd amount to a whole goddamn lot of money or at least enough to comfortably search for another job #Maybe even throw in some savings for a house or an apartment with my guy #Ughughfujfif why does this make me so anxious what is this unbelievable vice grip this job has on me... I need to get a degree Jesus #Also I wanna bomb the place I hate everyone in charge they can go get crushed up by a plane turbine my fuckin GOD