#UNTIL i didn't txt my abusive dad on father's day bc i was working but also i don't interact with my abusers unless it's for my own safety

[panb1mbo]

my mommy made me mad so i read that bitch to filth took a xanax without debating myself about really needing it and now i'm waiting for that shit to knock me the hell out while drinking a coke and eating dark chocolate bc it makes me happy and it helps with my pms. oooo adulting. funny, cause my mom would lose it and say i'm letting the mental illness win or some weird ableist shit like that, if she knew this is what i'm not calling her back for. oh and i am also binging bluey until the manufactured sleep wins. if anyone cares.

#can't even spell my name right when she demands that my family tell me to call her? at 10pm? ma'am business hours are over #but even if they weren't you are not a priority client rn if you would like to be you can upgrade your status in one easy payment #i told her she was being pushy and i would call her back when i had time and when i wanted to then i did that therapy thing #and softened the blow by telling her i'm glad she's not dead after she told me she might die without much else and ignored me for weeks #UNTIL i didn't txt my abusive dad on father's day bc i was working but also i don't interact with my abusers unless it's for my own safety #and she went ballistic and tried bullying me into giving both of them attention and alternated between ignoring me and scolding me #and for that to work now i have to care and as my mom luvs to remind me no tengo verguenza but im glad... shame holds me the fuck back #objectively this is one of the funniest things i've ever done to her cause uh my mom is no walk in the park #and that txt i sent was so fucking detached my husband n i r DYING unlike she is AYE anyway i don't even wish her ill or do this to hurt he #i just know that me not being reactive triggers her and her method of coping is to take her emotions out on me unless i validate tf outa he #toxic toxic toxic woman #dumb ass shit ☾☁️ ࣪ ִִִִִִִִֶֶֶֶֶֶֶֶָָָָָָָ⭒𓂃🐇