#You are the most worthy heroes the Ninth House could muster. I truly believe that.'

[frootloopscereal]

oh dear god...

I did not cry when Gideon died. I did not cry when Harrow sorrowfully said, "I cannot conceive of a universe without you in it". I did not cry at so many moments worthy of crying.

but motherfucker. I tell you I cried like a bitch when Ortus Nigenad takes Harrow into his arms and apologizes to her and Gideon. Man I cried SOOOO HARD. THAT GOT ME. THAT GOT ME.

#'Gideon should still be alive. I was‚ and am‚ a grown man‚ and you both were neglected children.' #'You both had more grit at seven years old than I ever had in my entire life. #You are the most worthy heroes the Ninth House could muster. I truly believe that.' #god........ #someone. someone hold me. #AND WHEN SHE'S RELUCTANT TO STOP HUGGING HIM #MY HEART #MY HEART MY HEART MY HEART #IT HAS SHATTERED INTO A MILLION PIECES #MY GOD #i will never recover #also i just KNEW ortus was named gideon i knew it i knew it. i didnt understand why other ppl called him ortus too but it makes sense now #its because she changed the word she was hearing #but goddamn #what does this imply what does it all mean... #im so damn curious #gotdamn #a fucking trip #locked tomb #fruit reads the locked tomb