#adult bea heading dead ahead towards her north star towards the space at ava's side where she belongs)

[birgittesilverbae]

Sister "I became skilled at so many things just so I would still have value" Beatrice not having hobbies makes me feral. Camila has her music, Shannon had her art, Mary had her cooking, Lilith has her being-a-massive-bitch, and Beatrice is over there like "I have encyclopedic knowledge of the fighting styles of every woman in this convent, and also I have spreadsheets"

girl, ava shouldn't have to yeet herself into another dimension for you to realize you need a better work-life balance

#no wonder you reached your breaking point the first time someone really invested themselves in you as you are #rather than judging your worth by what you could bring to the table #(teen bea at boarding school like maybe if I'm top of my class maybe if I'm winning martial arts tournaments maybe they'll let me come home #teen bea devoting every waking moment to bettering herself because that's the only way she could get her parents to notice her as a kid #teen bea losing herself in the focus and isolation of individual sport) #(adult bea trying and trying and planning a museum heist and /failing/ and losing ava and if she can't do what's asked then she's worthless #adult bea coming undone becoming desperate chasing and chasing and chasing and vehement that Ava thinks she has worth as a matter of course #believes in that and believes in Ava hard enough to power through the fog plague #adult bea who enters the church and flies true as an arrow towards ava comes back to her path every time she's dealt with an opponent #adult bea heading dead ahead towards her north star towards the space at ava's side where she belongs) #warrior nun #sister beatrice #ava x beatrice #avatrice