#also wtf. how dare people shame me for being real lol??? boring-ass cowards. all need something 2 talk about huh! if i wasn't here

[stinkbeck]

i'm in the wrong fuckin crowd.

#this town is just not for me lol. #i think there's a reason all the gay people leave #u just can't survive here! this place like crushes the gay spirit. i feel ashamed of everything + i feel like i'm supposed 2 be available 2 #all the guys here. i'm just depressed lol. also i feel like everyone is straight pretty or expected 2 be. i saw a woman in a tee shirt #hefting a beer keg up the steps of a liquor store a few weeks ago + was like 'holy shit. most beautiful person i've ever seen. thought all #the real people left..' #where r all the real people though... like where r they living. i gotta get out of here #also wtf. how dare people shame me for being real lol??? boring-ass cowards. all need something 2 talk about huh! if i wasn't here #what would bind u + your besties together? stop being so fucking afraid. wtf do u think life is?? #like is everyone so afraid of having to answer the questions they ask themselves?? #bury ur head in the sand. whatever. you'll die like the rest of us.