#and I tried to brush off my suspiciouns but then when I handed him his coffee he got a bit flustered and I'm like

[melonpond]

everyday I relate to aroaces a little bit more

#melon rambles #there was a customer today who was a guy a bit older than me but still around my age #and as I was waiting for his coffee to be made so I could hand it out and he was asking me how my day was #which for some reason I got the vibe that he was trying to flirt or about to flirt even though that question is innocent #and I tried to brush off my suspiciouns but then when I handed him his coffee he got a bit flustered and I'm like #dude. #like I was covered in sweat #my skin looked like a lobster because I get really pink when I'm hot #my hair is a mess #and THIS is the first time that I see a dude get visibly flustered around me? #but anyways I've realized that I feel very weird about people finding me romantically/sexually attractive #ESPECIALLY complete strangers #and I don't really know what to do with that information