#and I'd genuinely rather kill myself than do that. esp bcuz it means moving back in with my parents.

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Anyways. It's been more than 3 months so this bullshit can officially b classified as long covid :))))))))

#I'm gonna kay em ess dude is2g #like. I knew that's what it was already but my parents were like. 'nah you'll miraculously b better before it's been that long' #so part of me was being stupid and hoping they were right even tho they are literally never right abt health bcuz they deny everything #armchair speaks #but it's just like. I already have a fucked up immune system I don't need long covid on top of that plus all my other bullshit #like. it's to the point where i feel like I might have to drop out of school bcuz I just can't physically do it all anymore #and I'd genuinely rather kill myself than do that. esp bcuz it means moving back in with my parents. #so idk what the fuck I'm gonna do here #idk. I'm not explaining any of this properly I'm tired and upset and having a shitty time on top of all this #eugh. still considering trying to find a cheap wheelchair. at least now the snow is mostly gone so I could use it outside