#and I'm weeping over the souls of everyone I've ever known who didn't want to live eternally

[sisterdragonwithfeathers]

I think I just read my first tragedy.

It was good.

I do want to fistfight the devil though.

#I don't know if I'm using 'tragedy' correctly in a literary sense here #it was a story where it did not turn out all right #but also it did #like real life #'they're not coming back and it's never going to be ok but you will keep living anyway and that's worth it' #I've never experienced grief like that really so I only know what i've been told #it was not written from a christian/eternal standpoint though so of course I know that is another dimension other people don't have in grie #I'm getting off topic anyway #by 'fistfight the devil' I mean the way I process tragic stories [and realities that's why I'm reading the stories stories paint the way fo #rward and all] Is by thinking about the eternal realities of it and that means in this case thinking about the nature of evil and how it's #twisted the world and why death feels so wrong because it IS wrong #it shouldn't be; a person should never die this wasn't how it's meant to be that's why it's so wrong that's why it hurts that's why we can #never make sense of it it is evil it can't make sense #it wasn't meant to be like this #and how it's not the end regardless #which goes both ways because eternal life but also eternal death #and I'm weeping over the souls of everyone I've ever known who didn't want to live eternally #feather rambles