#and every time I try to write something meaningful about s4 I can't properly articulate everything

[romancanine]

succession has such an intense grip on my psyche that posting about it as the final season airs is genuinely painful like . it was so much easier during the hiatus because The Beast was hibernating and could not hurt me but now The Beast is prowling and Im Scareyd 

#I dont even know what it is but #like I go on here and rb beautiful gif sets but im not even mentally present as I do it because im still so overwhelmed #this is so stupid bc like wah wah its a tv show #but engaging online with something that has a direct line to my heart is I guess difficult for me and im realizing that now #like for some reason I can barely enjoy twitter memes about the eps bc #at the core of it is just the agony of love I have for this story #and every time I try to write something meaningful about s4 I can't properly articulate everything #so I just delete #hopefully this will be lessened once the finale airs #but right now I can barely revisit any of it in a way that is not......watching it live #im so fucking dramatic