#and now we're in a triad and my joyfriend guenuinely seems delighted by me in a way my girlfriend never has been

[tiredqueertranarchist]

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#its stupid but i dont know if i can keep going like this #my girlfriend will never love me or want me like i want her to and i wiah none of this had ever happened #its not her fault but it feels like she played me. i know its just that she has no idea what she wants so she hurt me by accident but like #im oissed she didnt say anything earlier before i got in this deep #it hurts all the time and i know my feeling are my own responsibility #but i feel less of a person because of how she treats me #itd be smart to just leave but i dint know if i can i still live her and she lives me even if its not in the way i want #i dont know what to do im so tired #and now we're in a triad and my joyfriend guenuinely seems delighted by me in a way my girlfriend never has been #i cant make this hard for them too it wouldnt be fair we just started dating and i can fuck up with our girlfriend so quickly #hhhhhhhjhhhhhhh