#and then what are the chances i'll be approached about it by some rando even if they do realize what i'm doing. relatively low.

[oscalesoffeeling]

one of these days i'm gonna put one of my f/os' voices into a build a bear

#i have a bab but the soundbite in it is fried bc i've had her (my beloved shake it up bunny named elly. yeah that's kinda where my name #came from btw lol. definitely inspired me.) for a whole decade marking this year i believe. #just checked and yeah i'm like 90% sure i got her in 2012. anyway. i wanna get another one. either the froggy bc it's cute and frogs my #beloveds and my heroes lol or the lavender bear bc i like purple :^) #either way i can get them a lil Love Wins shirt and roller skates and a kippah so it's a win win win no matter what. #i love scrolling through the bab website and seeing all the crazy shit you can get for your stuffie. like holy shit. #getting a wine o clock shirt and a soup can accessory for my tooth.less the drag.on bab <3 (/j bc it's just an example.) #anyway. the soundbite is the problem bc i can't buy it on my own and i don't want anyone to make fun of me for wanting to put a pretty #boy's voice in my stuffie :( i wouldn't necessarily mind doing it irl bc i don't think anyone would bat an eyelash or even really #notice. what are the chances that out of me and the approximately four other people in the irl bab that anyone else will recognize the #voice i wanna use even if they know who he is lol bc it'll be a ten second clip at the most lol #and then what are the chances i'll be approached about it by some rando even if they do realize what i'm doing. relatively low. #the problem is that if i have to bring one of my family members along or ask them to order it for me then they'll know what i'm doing and #Will make fun of me for it rip #i am conflicted basically. it'd be really fucking nice to not have to use my own money to pay for it bc #i could convince my family to pay for it if they get it with me. #maybe for my b day bc i have nothing better to ask for really besides one (1) action figure and maybe a trip to a bookstore. whatever. #anyway. #ellie rambles about stuff