#and there's consistently been something wrong with the paperwork for my job so i haven't gotten paid at all since i started

[iholli]

trying desperately to keep it together knowing all I'm doing is slapping flextape over holes in the Titanic and having absolutely no one to ask for help 👌

#i am. so stressed out. about so many things #i have 100 problems and literally all of them would be solved with money #why the fuck are rich people the ones with money #im in a panic spiral over here bc i can't afford to pay to file my taxes and im running out of money for food #and there's consistently been something wrong with the paperwork for my job so i haven't gotten paid at all since i started #im losing my shit and i want to scream and i can't fucking do anything about it #and i can't ask for help from anyone #and i can't even do art commissions to at least try to get some bigger flextape patches #bc doing art for money stresses me out EVEN MORE #why the fuck wasn't i born as an actual rat #at least i wouldn't have to pay taxes #anyway. panic aside feel free to use this gif for all your internal screaming needs <3 #ratkingrambles #i also desperately need a haircut and i have to renew my id in like 3 weeks and i don't know what to do about ANY of that #im so fucking stressed out someone please put me down like i have rabies