#anyway not to have a breakdown on main it'll be fine hair grows back my parents will disown me when i come out anyway etc etc

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why does hair have to take so much effort. why can i not just snap my fingers and instantly have the hairstyle i want

#related: i'm having a crisis bc i want to cut my hair short but also what if it ends up looking bad or being too much work to take care of #also i've never gotten a haircut that wasn't just 'can you cut x amount of inches off' so like. i dont know all the proper hair terminology #can i show them a picture and be like 'please make my hair look as close to this as you can' #do i need a picture that shows front view back view and side view? or just one? #what are they gonna do when i walk in and say 'please chop off all of my long thick beautiful red hair' like. what if they're like #🥺 are you sure? #i can't handle that. it's bad enough that both of my parents were like 'uhhhhhh maybe Not..' when i mentioned cutting my hair short #anyway i. am going to get my hair cut at some point this week. it's too long regardless #but i need to Not talk myself out of going like. post shibuya maki length. which is what i want #anyway not to have a breakdown on main it'll be fine hair grows back my parents will disown me when i come out anyway etc etc #hello grace here