#at times i was wondering wheter i was on some degree asexual as i didn't have a boyfriend yet and such i might not be

[adore-gregor]

wow

#that was unexpected #sooo i had a date today #from a guy i met on tinder and i always sweared i would never download tinder 😅 #well i got curious but it still lowkey freaks me out #anyways we had a gym date #at first i thought he wouldn't like me anymore after looking in the mirror and i always feel like i look horrible working out 😂 #and during the working out part we didn't talk that much and i was a bit worried #also yeah the guy looked really good 🫠 #really tall almost 1.9m and well my thoughts were 'uh he's hot' and i don't feel like that abt many guys 😳 #but then after the gym part we went to this hottub in the sauna part of the gym and talked #and he got closer to me i didn't know what to do as i haven't been on many dates at least not such one's #then he just kissed me asfhk #(which really surprised me on a first date but there also were signs it might happen) #i don't have much experience besides like once at a party but that was hardly a kiss #it felt weird at first but then as i gave into it i didn't hate it no it felt quite good 🫠🫠 #and he knew what he was doing for sure... #at times i was wondering wheter i was on some degree asexual as i didn't have a boyfriend yet and such i might not be #altough i don't think i can see myself having sex ever with someone i haven't been together for at least quite a few months #but yeah i did like this and that i had this experience 🙈