#aughshshdj this shit has been eating me uP recently and I'm a little sleep deprived rn so like yeah but aufhdjsjb

[possible-eldritch-catboy]

hrhfhgshsjshdf just saw some Amazing horror animations,, currently eating up the emotional depth communicated by juxtaposing distortion and love and selfish pleasure and violence all in one beautiful showstopping piece,,,, snorfing it down rn absolutely stuffing my face. you catch me tearing into it with my hands and shoving it in my face while crying just weeping in the dark it's So good god I love animated horror so much god I love art g o d ,, ,

#possibly connie #ajdhhsks #idkidk just #omfg the brilliance in the depth of human experience #I just #idkidk idk!! #just. pulling the skin off my cheeks rn. tearing open my chest rn. pounding the floor with my fists. #I Love Horror I love thinking about depravity and indulgence so fucking much #hellohellohellO I'm drowning I want to create some horror content too man I'm feeling positively crazy about it which #I think is the ideal state to be thinking about horror in actually #like the closer I can icarus to eldritch induced madness the closer I think I can get to communicating it #aughshshdj this shit has been eating me uP recently and I'm a little sleep deprived rn so like yeah but aufhdjsjb #I just !!!!! listen to me I wanna crEATE and I want it to be SPOOKY and VISCERALLY TERRIFYING #edit: bleugh my mood got killed and now I feel awful #my motivation to create... come back damn u.... #aughshshk and my headache's coming back yup mm my favorite I love living like this #brief manic episodes where I feel like I'm quietly reaching up towards nirvana till I can just brush my fingertips against its surface #and then the proceeding crash where I remember I am indeed a human and nothing more #not even a particularly interesting one either when it comes right down to it. #aughshsk I am in pAIN