#bottom line is i don't think i can like j*sung and when it comes to forgiving him it's not my place to do so

[juwon-ah-moved]

this is not a personal post i just need to rant

#it always feels wrong when im into a new thing and there's some 'problematic'... scandal i guess?? that happened in the past #and idk how people who i follow or see in the tags felt about it #like. it happened before i was here so im like weary bc what if this person excused it #and............. in this particular case it's especially tricky bc. #idk how to explain this djsdsk #okay well this is about j*sung okay? and everyone acts like nothing happened and idk #i guess i just find it hard to just move on and... forgive him?? bc it's not my apology to accept!! #it might be bc i recently got into skz and even more recently found out about his racist shit #but... idk. don't feel comfortable just rbing gifs of him or talking about him?? like maybe it's just me #i don't think he's unforgivable or anything but. idk #the thing is it's not a minor thing it's... a lot. and he's apologized and said he'd reflect but it's still hard to like someone after u #find out they said stuff like that #ive been 13 too and i did and said wrong things but. not the n word ever like that's just... awful... idk #im glad if he's changed but i guess with the fact that i hadn't known him for long when i found out i didn't even have some kind of #attachment to him that made me go 'well i know he's better than this now' does that make sense? #this is all so incoherent i started writing this post at home and then i realized it was late and now im at work #briefly so i could've just waited but this has been bugging me and i need it off my chest #bottom line is i don't think i can like j*sung and when it comes to forgiving him it's not my place to do so