#but that one I could ignore cuz it doesn't ring too close to home plus demons and powers and all that

[thelonewolf48]

I gotta tell you something, Tumblr.

Reliving my religious traumas and bad experiences wasn't worth it. I loved the the gays. I HATED THE WHOLE SECTS VS CHURCH VS GUILT TRIPPING EVERYONE VS MANIPULATING EVERYONE.

I want to rate Warrior Nun as a good enough, fun, and entertaining series, but bad memories and feelings were triggered all throughout the two seasons that I wanted but couldn't stop watching. (And this is because I really love the dynamic Ava and Beatrice have. If a little bit rushed for my taste, yet understandable).

I have THOUGHTS, MANY THOUGHTS. About this series and I want to rate it 10/10 because honestly, it was good. But I hated the experience and now I regret watching it and obsessing over Ava and Beatrice, because now I need to read good ol' fluff fanfics of them that I hope has nothing to do with the church and their machinations, or I'll die a little more.

I'm giving Warrior Nun a 6/10 because it's good but bad for my peace of mind.

At least I'm glad my girl Beatrice walked away! Lilith had a turn of heart, if for a moment (and I mean if there's a 3rd season I do want Lillith to fight along the good side), and also my belief that God and anyone proclaiming to be a messiah or some other shit is just manipulate shit grew bigger.

Church and any religious institution corrupts everything they touch and no one can make me change my mind.

I highly respect everyone's beliefs thought. If believing in some deity or external and higher power helps people going, good for them! But nope, it never worked for me.

Was it worth staying up until 6am watching Warrior Nun? For the gays, yes. For my traumas, nope.

#watching warrior nun #warrior nun #I'm sorry guys I had to skip so many shit because it was bothering me #and its not a bad show I really loved the 2nd season a lot more cuz not many churchy things except the sects with Adriel #but that one I could ignore cuz it doesn't ring too close to home plus demons and powers and all that #but the Church and the priests and their speeches... those were difficult #now I need to curl into a little ball #probably cry a little because I still feel some of the words thrown to Ava and Lillith and how no one really understood them #plus how mean they were at the beginning with both my girls #I'm sorry