#but yeah jeez and i thought this year might've been the one i'd actually write my three part tng wesley angst fic

[readingwriter92]

me: I should see if I have anymore ideas for a bridgewater fic before the new season starts bc that trailer is getting me excited

also me: what if we wrote out an entire x-men au (bc we're still on that apparently) that's super self indulgent and you'll never get around to finishing???

#can yall guess what i did #like. its so self indulgent but i'm also kinda for writing it. if nothign else i gotta try that thing where i at least write the scene I #came up with the idea for. idk how ima structure this story though bc i planned it - or built sorta how this au changes things sequentially #but i also absolutely don't wanna write it sequentially bc ik ill never write it if i have to try and write a young charles #aint gunna be my forte im calling that now #but yeah #only thing i can say is #the extraorinaries like. if you've read that no you haven't shush that series is literally #child me's like favourite kind of story and i said this au ill never write is self indulgent #if anyone actually wants to hear about this feel free to like send an ask or anything bc i will talk about this XD #but yeah. whoops. I have a 4 page doc now and that's not all the plot dev i need to do #probably won't tho bc i never write with that much of a plan #but yeah jeez and i thought this year might've been the one i'd actually write my three part tng wesley angst fic #but nope my brain is just on xmen brainrot