#but. i don't really want to think abt what would've happened to victoria if she had gone untreated :((

[watermelinoe]

at first i felt really guilty that the cat i picked out had all these expensive health problems and i was scared we'd find out she had internal problems as well but my dad adores this cat now lol. he can tell when i feel guilty abt money things so he's made a point several times to say how worth it it was to take in this cat and get her the surgery and treatments she needed

#she had to have almost all her teeth removed :'( pobrecita #they were in awful shape the vets were like. appalled #and she had ear mites and her ears were plugged with solid wax #but now she's so happy and healthy and loves killing and violence (rip stuffed catnip mousie toy) and snuggling #she and my dad's cat fight over him tho and it makes me jealous 😭 cats fucking love my dad #(that's partly why lily was so special bc for once my dad was not the favorite!!) #my dad has shitty male traits but i will give him points in his favor for being attuned to my insecurities and for being beloved by animals #i feel really lucky that we could do this for victoria bc her prev owner has too many cats to care for and couldn't afford it #but at first i was like oh god this is going to be expensive and it's all my fault for picking this cat #but. i don't really want to think abt what would've happened to victoria if she had gone untreated :(( #her teeth were practically rotten and afaik that can spread to your organs.. #she got to keep her cute little vampire fangs though!! #anyway back to work on school stuff just had some thoughts bc bibi is purring away next to me and i feel grateful