#came up as a recommended song in Hallows' music playlist and when i decided to click on it i just started weeping

[somelazyassartist]

Do you ever learn of a really really good song at the exact worst possible time for you to hear it and you just kinda burst into tears over it and can't stop

#i have been bawling uncontrollably over The Milk Carton for the past who knows how long #came up as a recommended song in Hallows' music playlist and when i decided to click on it i just started weeping #still haven't stopped but at least it's calmed down a little bit to type this #might delete later but it's been a while since a song made me cry so hard i almost threw up (not exaggerating) #i had to get the feelings out even just through text or else i felt like i was gonna explode

[forehead-enthusiast]

Soft Q&A

thank you to @spaceboy-jun for tagging me!

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what’s the smell of your shampoo?

• i... i don’t actually know... it doesn’t say on the bottle and i even looked it up but no one knows

what’s your aesthetic?

• how to say... feminine but aggressive?? aggressively feminine? lipstick prints on mugs and shoes with heels that could stab. loud music and louder laughter. i wear a lot of pink but i think the color that represents me best is probably yellow

what’s your favorite time of day? why?

• i’m stuck between the dead of night when i have no responsibilities and the late morning when the bedsheets are the perfect warmth and i can just snuggle up and do nothing

what do you like most about the beach?

• my favorite memory of the beach is when me and some friends hung out when there was just barely enough light to see. we crowded around a dying fire, ran across damp sand, and shouted from the top of an empty lifeguard tower it was kinda magical somehow

what do you worry about constantly?

• kind of common but the future?? i chose a dumb as fuck career path and am conCERNED

what songs have you cried to before?

• not to expose myself as a theater geek but one time while driving You Will Be Found from Dear Evan Hansen came on and i cried so much i could barely see the road don’t try this kids it was unsafe

what are some relaxing tips to your followers?

• personally, i love listening to music (i’m obsessed making playlists and i have one for everything, including relaxation) and honestly just being alone. i’m very social, but i find it’s nice to unwind by myself. everyone relaxes differently, but i recommend taking time to do things that you like!! it sounds simple, but just try to chill about whatever you “have” to be doing and just indulge yourself!! you deserve it

what are some things that make you tear up?

• despite being a rowdy bitch, i cry at EVERYTHING. i cry a lot when i’m frustrated, and kind of related, at a bunch of movies (especially when they’re about social issues go watch the hate u give and blackkklansman they’re amazing) and sorry to make any of you sad by saying this, but thinking of jonghyun always makes me emotional

what are some of your favorites from the 5 senses?

• sight: i love a whole bunch of stuff but i won’t list it all that’d be excessive soooo here’s one (1): just the other day it was raining really heavily on the freeway, and while it was super scary driving through a thunderstorm, the reflections of red tail lights on the glassy black road were just like... beautiful

• smell: bruh i bake all the time and every time it just smells so damn good... i also like fruity smells like blackberries and floral smells (except lavender sorry)

• touch: this sounds weird but like... skin? and clothes? i’m very physically affectionate and i love hugging my friends and touching their faces and holding their hands 

• sound: red velvet’s discography i can’t really think of any non-musical ones rn i’m sure i have some but where are they??? no one knows

• taste: i love food my dudes. i love rice... i love eggs... i love meat... i love all desserts... i love them fruits... i love eating babey

what is one alternate reality you’d like to be in?

• i don’t want to like... make myself sad by thinking about this too much. there are countless things i’d do differently if given the chance, but because i can’t change them, i prefer not to dwell on them

what are some troubles you face on a day to day basis?

• fucking... waking up?? i smack that snooze button like 50 times every morning. i kinda suck at time management too lmao

what is one scene of a book that made you really sad?

• honestly?? i haven’t read anything sad in such a long while!! i mean not to copy everybody else but ofc deathly hallows... the new hp stuff makes me sad too, but that’s because of how bad it is (i may die for this but i’m right)!!!

say something to your followers

• yall exist???? nah i’m kidding, i’m so thankful to those who decided they cared enough about my blog to follow it. obv i’m in no way popular at all, but the fact i even have anyone following me really does make me happy. i hope i can make content that you all like, and if there’s ever anything you want to see, please don’t hesitate to ask me!!

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i tag: @seobangcha and @jisooismyreligion if you don’t want to do it, ofc you don’t have to!!

#this was a super fun one!! #the sound thing tho... idk #god this is so long im so sorry