#considering my extreme anxiety we'll see if i ever actually ATTEND a meeting

[altruistic-meme]

got lost down a rabbit hole bc i was thinking about trying to make a like crocheting/knitting group near me. but!!! i found out there IS a meetup group for it that meets every other sunday :) so im going to try and see if i can maybe join that and hopefully i can vibe with the people there ;;;; wish me luck

#considering my extreme anxiety we'll see if i ever actually ATTEND a meeting #but well #maybe putting myself down as 'attending' will kickstart my anxiety enough to get me to go ;;;; #bc i know the host will be able to see that and i'll know that theyll be expecting me #and maybe i can actually make some friends #tho i don't exactly expect the group to be around my age but hey its a start ok #im also going to start being dragged to trivia and music bingo via my sister #bc she's been going for a while and i've tagged along like twice #but due to me normally working at night i couldn't really attend aside from special occurrences where i get the night off #but now i will be able to go! #so yay! #those people are ALSO mostly older than me but that's okay #also rip me having to put my real name on my bio :'))) bc i know 2 of my sisters use meetup #ANYWHO #ALL THAT TO SAY MAYBE I'LL MAKE SOME FRIENDS NEXT YEAR :'))))))) #shh ac