#didn't sleep all night. wrote in my silly lil diary and now i sit here waiting to give the test

[altmoon]

rant

#what do you say to someone suddenly reappearing from your past to tell you tht u should be dead with your feelings too #that i left them and it was wrong of me and i meant a lot to them #and when i tell them i hit a rough patch with mental health they say its a made up story #that i am weird that i need a doctor that i dont deserve ppl in my life #they also say that they cant let go of me bec they don't know the reason & what i say is not valid and then just told me to leave? #i mean i was so kind throughout bec i felt like i owed them bec at some point they did respect me a lot but i mean.. fuck you? #didn't sleep all night. wrote in my silly lil diary and now i sit here waiting to give the test #fr fr i mean everyone says im the problem literally everyone #but i can never understand them yet im patient. always #altmoon