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#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
tearlessrain
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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing
#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident
#I straight up forgot
#and just didn't show up to the session
#my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked
#I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up
#my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january
#I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted
#like mentally and spiritually
#all the time
#my memory and sense of time are both shit
#my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??
#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me
#I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir
#and yet
#idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason
#fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly
#due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me
#aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory
#it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever
#like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype
#but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here
#doing whatever this is
#maybe I should drive out to the coast
#maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long
#I mean it can't make me worse
#I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark
#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
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